A Note For Her Wall

“A NOTE FOR HER WALL” it was no good after all those nights alone with them. it was used, ripped apart and thrown out to rot. she was at the lowest when she thought she was at her highest. a morbid confidence choking to be accepted. her vagina wrapped in nights of heartless lust. makeup, lingerie, dirty sex and a fiend for attention. cracked reflections, pieces of distorted self-respect. text messages, pictures, sex with the faceless and the nameless, each confirmation was a suicide she'd return from. lust faces in choices of filth, a dream come true was the nightmare she kept herself in. nails scratching, wetness left on her underwear, day and night time sex, each return to her home left pieces of her out on the street. the many soulless to convince her she was a sex goddess. the soulless that laughed as she walked in a blind arrogance. the one soul that woke her up. as she took the last bit of his heart, she left him with nothing, as she kept what was left of hers. she scrawled her story with perversion as her soul had no life. By: Chicano Eddie 8-9-2016