A Normal Family

I can't believe I'd ever be part of a normal family that loves each other without fail with open arms they will cradle you with heartfelt love and care these feelings will not disappear I never felt this way before my childhood was like a war fighting drugs and alcohol but the most awful of all is how I never quite fit in my life was in a downward spin till one very special day made the past go far away never to return again I'm in a place I've never been feelings different and new hoping they will stick like glue staying around for a while giving me a kind of smile I'm not used to wearing on a face that was tattered and torn from all the abuse and neglect now a new expression will be kept on my face and in my heart this love will not be torn apart with two children I adore I would give my life up for they will never know the sorrow I dealt with---a new tomorrow will always be kept and made they will never be afraid I will ever do to them what was done by awful kin this past cycle of madness will not bring them any sadness with love that unconditional all their dreams I will fulfill