A Mother's Fear

Sickness strikes
Leaving me to drown
In this saline waterfall deluge.
Worry gorges
On this mother's soul
Feeding upon helplessness;
Morphing into it's own disease
Until the acrid taste of fear
Accompanies thoughts of you.

Innocence and Ignorance
Are your comfort and strength
As you continue on dervish -style,
Unafraid of anything but the
Monster that consumes me,
Leaving me weak with fear.

You are the source of all emotion.
My Lavender scented garden,
My laughter on the wind,
My mephistophelian beast of burden
And my chrism of Love and Hope.
And I am inundated by all
Each time I look at you.

For now I wait,
Longing and praying 
For the moment of release.
The moment when all is well,
When all I see gazing at your visage
Is love and joy.

(This is an older write from when we had some serious health issues with my oldest son.)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015


Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Date: 6/1/2015 5:46:00 PM
Nice poem. I'm sure your son appreciates your words. Hope all is well with your situation.
Login to Reply
Cervenka Avatar
Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 6/7/2015 10:18:00 PM
Thank you for reviewing. .things are as well as can be expected.
Date: 4/28/2015 7:54:00 AM
WOW! How could I have POSSIBLY overlooked your wonderful poetry? You write with true soul and feeling...I assume all is well with your oldest son now? On to the next poem...
Login to Reply
Cervenka Avatar
Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/28/2015 8:06:00 AM
Thanks so much Tim. Actually everything was okay until Thursday when he broke his arm..LOL always something.
Date: 4/22/2015 4:54:00 PM
A good soul inspiring piece that’s drenched in fear, being pulled along by a poetic current of insecure thoughts reaching out for help and hope. Emile.
Login to Reply
Cervenka Avatar
Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/22/2015 5:47:00 PM
Thanks Emile! Mothers are always a bit insecure about their children I think.
Date: 4/22/2015 10:12:00 AM
Wow! Powerful. I hope he is now healthy.
Login to Reply
Cervenka Avatar
Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/22/2015 10:44:00 AM
He still has some issues which we will always deal with, but things are good now. Thanks Richard! ~Jan
Get a Premium Membership
Get more exposure for your poetry and more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Reflection on the Important Things

Member Area

My Admin
Profile and Settings
Edit My Poems
Edit My Quotes
Edit My Short Stories
Edit My Articles
My Comments Inboxes
My Comments Outboxes
Soup Mail
Poetry Contests
Contest Results/Status
Followers
Poems of Poets I Follow
Friend Builder

Soup Social

Poetry Forum
New/Upcoming Features
The Wall
Soup Facebook Page
Who is Online
Link to Us

Member Poems

Poems - Top 100 New
Poems - Top 100 All-Time
Poems - Best
Poems - by Topic
Poems - New (All)
Poems - New (PM)
Poems - New by Poet
Poems - Read
Poems - Unread

Member Poets

Poets - Best New
Poets - New
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems
Poets - Top 100 Most Poems Recent
Poets - Top 100 Community
Poets - Top 100 Contest

Famous Poems

Famous Poems - African American
Famous Poems - Best
Famous Poems - Classical
Famous Poems - English
Famous Poems - Haiku
Famous Poems - Love
Famous Poems - Short
Famous Poems - Top 100

Famous Poets

Famous Poets - Living
Famous Poets - Most Popular
Famous Poets - Top 100
Famous Poets - Best
Famous Poets - Women
Famous Poets - African American
Famous Poets - Beat
Famous Poets - Cinquain
Famous Poets - Classical
Famous Poets - English
Famous Poets - Haiku
Famous Poets - Hindi
Famous Poets - Jewish
Famous Poets - Love
Famous Poets - Metaphysical
Famous Poets - Modern
Famous Poets - Punjabi
Famous Poets - Romantic
Famous Poets - Spanish
Famous Poets - Suicidal
Famous Poets - Urdu
Famous Poets - War

Poetry Resources

Anagrams
Bible
Book Store
Character Counter
Cliché Finder
Poetry Clichés
Common Words
Copyright Information
Grammar
Grammar Checker
Homonym
Homophones
How to Write a Poem
Lyrics
Love Poem Generator
New Poetic Forms
Plagiarism Checker
Poetry Art
Publishing
Random Word Generator
Spell Checker
What is Good Poetry?
Word Counter