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A mother's Fear

Sickness strikes
Leaving me to drown
In this saline waterfall deluge.
Worry gorges
On this mother's soul
Feeding upon helplessness;
Morphing into it's own disease
Until the acrid taste of fear
Accompanies thoughts of you.

Innocence and Ignorance
Are your comfort and strength
As you continue on dervish -style,
Unafraid of anything but the
Monster that consumes me,
Leaving me weak with fear.

You are the source of all emotion.
My Lavender scented garden,
My laughter on the wind,
My mephistophelian beast of burden
And my chrism of Love and Hope.
And I am inundated by all
Each time I look at you.

For now I wait,
Longing and praying 
For the moment of release.
The moment when all is well,
When all I see gazing at your visage
Is love and joy.

(This is an older write from when we had some serious health issues with my oldest son.)

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015




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Date: 6/1/2015 5:46:00 PM
Nice poem. I'm sure your son appreciates your words. Hope all is well with your situation.
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Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 6/7/2015 10:18:00 PM
Thank you for reviewing. .things are as well as can be expected.
Date: 4/28/2015 7:54:00 AM
WOW! How could I have POSSIBLY overlooked your wonderful poetry? You write with true soul and feeling...I assume all is well with your oldest son now? On to the next poem...
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Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/28/2015 8:06:00 AM
Thanks so much Tim. Actually everything was okay until Thursday when he broke his arm..LOL always something.
Date: 4/22/2015 4:54:00 PM
A good soul inspiring piece that’s drenched in fear, being pulled along by a poetic current of insecure thoughts reaching out for help and hope. Emile.
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Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/22/2015 5:47:00 PM
Thanks Emile! Mothers are always a bit insecure about their children I think.
Date: 4/22/2015 10:12:00 AM
Wow! Powerful. I hope he is now healthy.
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Jaycee Cervenka
Date: 4/22/2015 10:44:00 AM
He still has some issues which we will always deal with, but things are good now. Thanks Richard! ~Jan