A Monster’s Misery

I don’t like mirrors anymore They’re a reflection of everything I try to ignore The acne on my face My stomach gaining weight These love handles aren’t fake It sucks to be this way Cause all I see is ugliness staring back at me I don’t wanna be her The one I call mother For she’s a snake in disguise Hatred always buried in her eyes Her awful glare Her narcissistic behavior Makes me wanna pull out my hair Cause she’s something I don’t want see But I see her in the mirror staring back at me Being her twin replica makes me sick Cause she’s a godawful witch I wanna go home But home is in the sky I can’t delete myself from this world I must carry on But I missed my love ones everyday Why couldn’t they stay ? I just wanna be free From this monster staring at me Go away! Don’t come back any other day Just take everything you own and go far away I can tell you enjoy my misery After all the monster is me But she’s a monster in misery Unlike the monster who tortures me I don’t wanna be in misery no more But no one’s knocking at the door to save me From this endless misery So it’s just me and my demons coming to get me Cause I can’t escape my fate Of dying alone without love and a single friend to lend a helping hand I’m ready for the worst So it begins