A Momentary Lapse

...a true story


Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...

standing apart, the other houses still intact 
with painted jalousies and window curtains. 
She must have fallen asleep, the cigarette 
still dangling from her arthritic fingers;
I never saw her without one. 

She told me of her life in Poland during the war, 
but not her suffering, she never spoke of that. 
She smiled wanly as she showed me old photos 
of her family and friends taken on holiday when 
she was younger, long before the ravages of war. 

TV was her constant companion along with 
her nurse and her beloved Pekingese, 
always sitting on her bed. We'd talk for hours. 
She was always interested in my schoolwork, 
and why didn't I have a girlfriend? 

Now she lay in hospital small and silent; 
there was nothing I could do but hope and pray. 
When they drew the sheet up over her I felt an 
emptiness, but no tears came. Fourteen years old, 
my first death up close. When I got home to mum 
and dad, only then in their comforting embrace 
did I sob my heart out.

Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Wesley Avatar
July 15, 2012 at 8:49 AM
wHAT A ATRAGIC SORROW TO REMEMBER kEITH; IT MUST BE A REALITY that haunts you a times. You sure can tell a story with emotion!
Austin Avatar
April 6, 2009 at 6:11 AM
Yes. Death is such a mystery, so full of hidden meaning, unfathomable. Good, good write, Keith. Did I see your name on this weeks selections. Congrats. I haven't read the list yet but will go there later. Love, daver
Davis Avatar
April 5, 2009 at 6:39 AM
oh my goodness1 brilliant! thanks for the comments!
Docherty Avatar
April 4, 2009 at 2:13 AM
Heart wrenching in it's sadness, but a perfect tribute, nicely versed.
Devonshire Avatar
April 3, 2009 at 7:24 PM
How sad it must have been to see this great woman die when you were so young. My grandmother came from Poland and shared photos and stories with me. I'd listen for hours, even though I could barely understand her words of broken English. God bless the great ones who survived that awful war!
Richards Avatar
April 3, 2009 at 7:06 PM
Someone like this can leave a lasting impression on anyone, but especially a young boy of that tender age! A heartfelt, sad write, so full of feeling and memory. ~ Carrie
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