A Mind Full of Hurt

Why am I not strong when my feelings hurt inside
They took away all I had left me feeling blind
She ripped my heart out while he battered my soul
What’s it all for as you are thrown amongst the coal
Where was my hug after the evil deeds were done
The bullying always struck pain like a quick handgun
I had feelings of a different kind frozen to the core
The hurtful kind so bad they are locked behind a door
Why was I not loved like any other young soft child 
Instead of these two wicked mad crazies gone wild
They would laugh if I made a mistake of any kind
The evilness look of being morally wrong in the mind
Why did you strike me again and again so hard it swells
Sometimes I was marked so hard it started to smell
Where was the loving care I was entitled to 24, seven
I kept thinking it was all stored up waiting in heaven
Why did I have to be given to that very evil, evil man
Who let him carry out his bloody wicked plan
Please my guardian angel keep looking over me
Take away the bad thoughts so I can be let free
Open your arms my Lord & be there just for me
 how much more I can take please don’t forget about me

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 11/9/2016 9:52:00 AM
Brian , this is very heart breaking. You do have a guardian angel, God can give you strength and no matter how bad it is, it is possible to get through it . You are clearly very strong. Great writer too. Find every happy thing in a day that you can for yourself. Take care. God Bless you.
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Brian Anderson
Date: 8/16/2017 12:56:00 PM
Thank you for the kind support you show I'm now a year on, counseling all a go your kind words helped me feel strong inside I am a stronger person and never had to slide So thank you again for all the prayers you gave My love for you all is with me now that i am brave
Date: 11/9/2016 7:14:00 AM
Brian, this is painful to read... I'll pray for you:)
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Date: 8/16/2017 12:56:00 PM
Thank you for the kind support you show I'm now a year on, counseling all a go your kind words helped me feel strong inside I am a stronger person and never had to slide So thank you again for all the prayers you gave My love for you all is with me now that i am brave
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