A Memorial For Randy 1 Year Ago Oct 23rd

Randy I swear it just doesn't seem possible that 1 year ago today it was one of the most horrible days that had ever happened in our lives it was the day you passed away and it was much too soon but to me it feels like it was just yesterday when our hearts forever broken and it left an open wound but i know that you re with our family those already gone while we are left here to try to carry on i still dont understand why you had to go away living this miserable life without you is what we struggle with everyday October 23rd just 4 days after my birthday came this year is the first birthday without you those days will never be the same i know to some it doesn't matter its just another day but not everyone felt that way you always made time to send happy wishes my way you and sue always loved me no matter who or what has been said ill never forget the shock and heartbreak when sue told me you was dead i sank to my knees to the floor and many tears i cried i really miss you randy i wish i could talk to you please tell mom and carol and scotty and gypsy too to watch over us here below