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A Lost Sense of Purpose

Long ago in the short-time lively spring In the grassy plains of a small island Came from nonexistence a young sapling Nurtured by the love of her mother’s hand The world accepted her newfound nascence Fueling her a love for joyfulness Beaming out from the depths of her bright heart A Happiness no being could contest. With the blessings from the sapient world, She quickly discovered a lifelong friend. His solicitude for her unbounded, They were surely a match made in heaven They always walked together as one, Carrying each other through life’s sojourn Truly did the love between them abound But all good times must arrive at an end Her childhood soon sped by before her eyes The novelty of memorable times Fading into the dark depths of her mind Pleasant memories like leaves in the wind Her transition into adulthood near, Deep concern for her friend’s future life flare Taking no heed of her own life troubles, She does what she can to help him succeed At the zenith of springtime season’s bloom She invited her dear friend to a club A group of three girls all connected by Their adoration of books and poems It pleased her heart greatly to see her friend Forming and bonding with new companions Yet, unknown feelings of jealousy formed As her indulgent desire for him grew Like the swirling typhoons of the oceans, The tsunamis that wash away cities, Doubt flooded into her mentality Confusing thoughts fogged rationality She bottled up her true feelings tightly Suppressed the complex emotions duly Only ever showing her happy side Wishing to see no concern from her friend Each passing moment spent in the classroom Watching his relationships with others Deepening, evolving, and ascending Left loneliness to consume her insides For three days she tried hiding her sorrow No longer could she veil her emotions Despite her friend’s kind attempts to console He only shatters her heart into shards The following day, lying in her bed, She looks up at her room’s ceiling and thinks “Why get out of bed? Why am I still here?” She recalls her friend, breaking into tears That day, Sayori never came to school Leaving her friend worried and bewildered. In his concern, he traveled to her house Only to find her hanging by the noose

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