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Long Awaited Phone Call

You called to share you miss your family. Crying, you choked that you wanna come home, want home to be more than just fantasy and wish to end your long bi-polar roam. I know you’ve no address or even comb, so, say, are your words styrofoam or chrome? Brother, you’ve pressed my sibling love button, so well-worn from emotional pressing. I am not a dysfunction scene glutton, but how I now hope your call’s a blessing! Ten years have my bro-miss feel progressing. God help me, I want what you’re expressing. Many are the miles separating us, but no state-count can break our sibling chain. You talk of making can cash for a bus, then share problems with liver, heart and brain, say you’re hospitalized and termed insane. My own tears swell with new hope and old pain. Hold tight Bro, I will drive straight on to you, cherish you, share all we knew and loved thru. ... CayCay Jennings January 26, 2018

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Date: 2/25/2018 1:29:00 AM
Evident more than miles came between You and brother. You've opened your heart and wanted you're home available.This horrendous illness destroys loved one as you remember them, and as they do or don't. Please don't burden yourself with guilt, because he needs the care and protection ...YOU cannot give. Just show love and patience. Soup mail me if need to unwind, I care!..bbn
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Date: 2/21/2018 9:49:00 AM
CayCay, what is wrong with me, you are the second one I judged wrongly, I meant to put you at 3rd place, not 4th. I will make the correction after I finish commenting. Great poem sweet lady thank you and congrats :)-luloo
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Date: 2/20/2018 8:07:00 PM
Oh such an emotional sonnet dear CayCay, expressing your love, fears, your longings and concerns with the empathy and tender loving care of a loving sister. I could feel your poem through my skin to my heart, my bones, into my soul. The way you wrote this will live inside and resonate.. Prayerful thoughts for you in your surrender of your tears and fears to God, my friend, and for love to heal the wounds. Hugs and love to you my friend.. ~Susan
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Susan Ashley
Date: 2/20/2018 9:55:00 PM
My thoughts and prayers are with you dear CayCay and your loved ones as you struggle to find the answers you need.. I always find the answers come more easily if I surrender my worries so my mind can be more productive.. I hope that in some small way this helps.. Poetry hugs ~Susan
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 2/20/2018 8:24:00 PM
My Tim and Mom did drive to AZ to pick him up and unfortunately, he was in a manic state the entire drive back. I cannot tell you how awful all was before I got him to the VA hospital to finally be medicated. It is all darned sad, so, so sad and I, who have waited decades for clues, still do not know what to do. It was made apparent that he can't live with Mom or me, but I'm hoping for nearby. I hope you found a witty or funny poem to read after this one I always appreciate your presence and I thank you for sharing your sentiments. Now, I'm gonna find a funny one! Poetry hugs ... CayCay
Date: 2/20/2018 3:33:00 PM
You wrote this rather difficult form well. Congrats CayCay on your win in this contest.
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Date: 2/20/2018 10:08:00 AM
Back with well deserved congrats, CayCay.
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Date: 2/15/2018 11:27:00 PM
I'm sorry, Babydoll, that I wasn't here. Please hit me up when you need a friend. I do check soupmail.
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Date: 2/2/2018 9:30:00 PM
Just read your email. You know ,coming home is such a journey. The prodigal son returns. I felt you all through the wire. It will turn out all good though , you will see. The agony.... Time to bury the past and have some real careful hope. Youre the perfect sister to return to though. Youve grown so much. Feed him and cherish each other now. Heres from looking from the outside looking in. So much love here to you and yours.
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Date: 1/29/2018 12:19:00 PM
Wow, this poem calls out for comfort, understanding and hope. I can relate to your questioning spirit and the confusion found in life as the years progress. I hear your cry and I am wounded by the enormity and depth of your concern wrapped in such elegant words. Take faith that your voice is not without weight of numbers, although it be but one cry into the deafening sound of silence, love on my friend. Emile.
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 1/31/2018 8:37:00 PM
Oh, Emile - yes, comfort, understanding and hope - all of which YOUR elegant and touching words provided. I sure appreciate your presence right here, right now - it made a significant difference in my emotional state. Hugs to you ... CayCay
Date: 1/28/2018 2:57:00 AM
ohh, so impressed with the flow and poignant mood of your poem, cay... brava!// .. family is family!..huggs
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 2/1/2018 8:09:00 AM
Hey, Nette - I appreciate your comments. I hope all is golden in your world. Blessings ... CayCay
Date: 1/27/2018 7:41:00 PM
Caycay , knowing how true all this is, I really FEEL you in this poem. You were able to take a new and difficult form and tell us poetically what is going on with your poor dear brother. Oh, I hope he will be ok, dear. I am glad you can be there for him and I Hope to hear some good news about it all soon!
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Date: 1/27/2018 4:58:00 PM
I have tears reading your emotional poem Caycay:-( good luck in your contest:-) hugs jan xx
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 1/31/2018 8:33:00 PM
I appreciate your empathy, Sweetheart. Tim and Mom are leaving in the moving to drive cross country and bring him to my house. Me - I'm busy praying. It's been 10 years since I've laid eyes on him, and I learned he was in the hospital because someone shot him (he's okay from that). Will keep you informed. I love you ... CayCay
Date: 1/27/2018 7:44:00 AM
This is very well expressed CayCay. I hope there will be re-connection and healing. Well done!
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 1/27/2018 10:05:00 AM
Thank you so much, Heidi, for your hopes on my/our behalf and for your thoughts on the write itself. I appreciate both so very much. All the best ... CayCay
Date: 1/27/2018 7:10:00 AM
Oh, CayCay, your sad story put a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes. My prayers are with you. All the best my dear friend. John
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Date: 1/27/2018 10:01:00 AM
Oh, John - you are like me in the sense that you empathize with people, and that's not always easy, is it? I guess I'm driving from VA to AZ as soon as I know more about his condition and length of stay. I'm petrified on so many levels and doing the best I can to give my fears to God. I love him, my brother, but he hasn't been easy to be with in decades. Say a prayer! Thank you, I appreciate you. All the best ... CayCay
Date: 1/27/2018 2:36:00 AM
No matter how many the miles apart, once close siblings never sever that invisible family tie. I can feel the closeness and yearning to help in your words CayCay. I think it is a blessing for you both to reconnect. You poured your heart out into this poem and I hope you will be able to share it with him. It is beautiful! Hugs, Connie xxoo
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 1/27/2018 2:41:00 AM
Thank you, Sweetie, your words are uplifting and encouraging, also much appreciated. Hug and love ... CayCay
Date: 1/26/2018 10:41:00 PM
Dear CayCay, what an emotional poem that is so touching.
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Caycay Jennings
Date: 1/26/2018 10:58:00 PM
It is emotional and was a call I just got tonight. My insides are all shaky and this write was therapy - a spilling of my thoughts. Thanks for commenting. All the best ... CayCay

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