A Letter To My Son

Your going has left a hole in my heart that time,
The Great Healer, cannot repair.
Your going has left a hole in my existence
That forever and beyond will not heal,
A hole ever expanding from its own nothingness,
A hole through which all the goodness,
All the kindness of you is slipping through.
You were my sounding board.
Trite ideas offered, came back
Enhanced, brilliant and sparkling.
Borrowing intelligence from you, I grew wiser.
Doors opened before me as I strove to be worthy
Of you, my beloved son.
I go on now as you would have me do,
Searching in Nature for the joy 
You found in its wonders.
Hearing bird songs with your ears,
Relating to others with your empathetic instincts.
Striving, ever striving to be the person
And mother that you believed me to be
And never letting your memory grow dim
For those you loved and for whom you sacrificed.

You came into this world with a wisdom
That did not come from me.
I thank God each day for His lending you to me
For the time that I had you near
And I cling to His promise
That I will see you again.

I could not tell from whence you came,
 But I know where you have gone,
Part of myself, the better part--into Eternity.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Barry-Nishanian Avatar
February 11, 2021 at 8:11 PM
I'm confident you were and you are the mother that your son knew you to be. That you will just get greater and greater with time that, he knew you would. Soup mail me some time. Like to encourage you if you ever need one more poetry soup friend.
A   Avatar
May 1, 2013 at 6:04 PM
Joyce, Congratulations :-) In Debbie's "Metamorph" contest. always~ PD
Oyewole Avatar
April 28, 2013 at 10:10 AM
I agree with Richard,s POV regarding the tribute. Congrats on your Win, Joyce~A.O
Lamoureux Avatar
April 25, 2013 at 5:00 PM
Very touching piece, I was moved by your heartfelt tribute. I am sure he is smiling and I have no doubt that one day you will be reunited. If you have a chance read my poem A New Dream. Hugs Rick
Guzzi Avatar
April 25, 2013 at 3:56 PM
I think it was bittersweet revisiting this, but you have honored him yet again. Congrad's on your win. Light & Love
Bacha Avatar
April 25, 2013 at 11:04 AM
Hi Joyce, of course an extremely very sad poem, yet congratulations for your Honorable Win. Definitely you deserve that. So sorry, try and enjoy your coming birthday, you will make him happy. Love Terry xoxo A Fav.
Tams The Golden Girl Avatar
April 25, 2013 at 10:23 AM
Many congratulations Joyce luv xx
Al-Riyami Avatar
June 13, 2009 at 1:17 AM
Congrats on Your honorable mention
Pate Avatar
June 12, 2009 at 6:30 PM
Really beautiful tribute to love and motherhood. Congratulation on placing in the contest.
Strand Avatar
June 11, 2009 at 11:33 PM
Congrats on your success in Chris's contest Joyce Rgds Brian
Winter Avatar
June 11, 2009 at 4:11 PM
Joyce, so sorry I ever missed this. Warmest congrats on a most excellent and well deserved win in Christopher's contest! Love, Shar
Moreno Avatar
June 11, 2009 at 12:17 PM
Congrats on your success in the contest Joyce...Raul
Richards Avatar
June 7, 2009 at 7:08 AM
This love poem from Mother to Son....rather sad, but filled with admiration. ...
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