A Letter To Life

DEAR LIFE, I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU WHETHER OR NOT I'LL LIVE YOU CORRECTLY OR LIVE YOU AT ALL MY MIND CAN'T REST OR WONDER IT ONLY HAS MY EMOTIONS TO PONDER LOVE.HATE.ENVY AND ANGER NOT SIMPLY PUT, BUT CALMLY CONSIDERED AS SOMETHING I COULDN’T OUTRUN DON'T EXPECT ME TO KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU I'M CONFUSED DISORIENTED NOT THOUGHT THROUGH I FOLLOW THROUGH MASKED WITH A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD INSTEAD OF TEARS AND DISMAY I COULD USE A HAND AT THIS THING YOU FORCED ME INTO IT'S NOT MY FAULT IT'S A THING I COULDN'T RELAY BUT SAVE MY SOUL FROM FALLING INTO A DARK WELL WITH HANDS TRYING TO PULL ME TO HELL TALK TO ME AND DON'T CONSTANTLY PUSH ME. MY MIND HURTS MORE THAN MY BODY EVEN THOUGH IT FEELS GROGGY SURELY YOU CAN SAVE ME EVEN IF IT ENDS WITH MY SOUL ACHING