A Hushed Prayer

I beg for your forbearance For I have disregarded my faith towards You I beg for your healing in advance For I have disclaimed Your protection and now I’m blue Do you notice that I’m blanketed in deep distress? My pillow is soaked externally with unsettling tears My good memories that bestowed hopefulness Has been meddled with for years Has been mistreated and replaced by insecure dreadfulness I need shelter from the tide of despairs and fears I’m shattered and I’m seeking Your helping hand Receive my hushed prayer…from your throne in heaven I’m begging for Your contentment that’s beyond grand Receive my muffled prayer… or I’ll be stuck in this tarnished den Do you notice that I’m spinning mad in the rivers of mystifying visions? My unwavering boat sinks drastically with damaged gears My bad memories that departed from my missions Has been discarding the carefree years Has been neglected and torn apart by dishonorable decisions I need Your love to embrace me with jubilation and cheers I beseech for Your mercy For I have abused my steadfast hope towards You I look forward to Your infinite Kingdom favorably For I have admired Your blessings and now my dreams come true! In Jesus’s name, AMEN!