A Heart's Sorrow

I'll pretend I'm okay, No more tears have fallen, But I still miss everything, Your touch, your kiss, your love. This is a cycle, You fall for her tricks, She brings you to your knees, When will you finally see? I guess I'm okay, Have to accept the fact, You're gone, she stole away The heart I once thought you had. They tell me to Be strong, don't let it Get to me, let it go, but I can't Believe that you walked away so soon. What really hurts Is how you got over me So fast, so quick, in just a blink, And then you were gone, back to her. I said I'd let go If you told me to but Ever since you did I found That I'm sorry, I can't keep my promise. Some days I think I'll never get over this But each day it seems it Gets easier and easier to smile. Still though, I don't Know how I'm supposed To just leave it all behind, how Do I let go of the happy bliss? Those nights you promised me You'd never let go of me, You would be there forever; Whatever happened to Loving me? You held my hand, Kissed my lips, Dried the tears I cried, But where are you now? Brokenhearted. Everyone told you so, But you refused to listen. I would have done Anything to see you again, To hold you within my arms, To hear your heart beating In my ear, feel your arms Around me and finally Feel safe again. But I guess I need To find my own way, Have to let this become Just a memory even though All I can see is you when I close my eyes, all I feel is you All around me.......