A Girl Like Me

I couldn’t close my eyes,
As I wandered and searched.
I’ve found so much I’ve never been so hurt.
You slowly turn into a stranger again, what’s this? As I emerge-
Into tears, I am so cursed.
How could this be so submerged?
In your memory, what else do I have to search?
I’ve asked what’s your deepest purges.
How can I convert this?
Maybe I should find churches,
And try to discourage it.
And worst is,
It’s your shirt I’ve submerged in.
But these urges and curses
Will not disturb this.
For I have my worth in him.
So I may believe this for his heart I carve in.
I begin to trust his so subtle merges, 
Because I am on the verge of my nerve,
This should not have occurred.
Because I am just a girl who’s seen too much to observe.
My heart burns, is this what I deserve?
I am so diverse, when will I learn?
That a girl like me will never be preferred.
- Leona Badurova
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Agustin Avatar
June 8, 2023 at 8:23 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Theraven Avatar
June 5, 2023 at 8:47 PM
Leona, Very nice expressions in verse. Hope you're able to find your true worth. -Richard
Badurova Avatar
June 5, 2023 at 8:58 PM
Thank you Richard. I really appreciate your comment.
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