A Few Months Ago

I wanna go home, I wanna go home
All alone…all alone wherever I roam
No one near my side, so I simply hide
Yeah, I died a little inside and I cried

Ooh, I died a little
My bones are brittle
You laid your eyes on me
As I ran from your view angrily
You paid the price too early
I just want you free, free, free
Ooh, I died away, you see?

A few months ago,
I couldn’t believe I fell in love with you
Blind in sorrow…oh…
Waiting for tomorrow to undo the rue
A few months ago,
I shouldn’t be crying and lying and dying
Kind of in the undertoe…
Waiting for yesterday to vanish, yes, I’ve been trying

Loving you the way I did before the hard times 
Is killing me harshly and tragically sometimes
Beloved, Rest In Peace in your graveyard of paradise
It hurts me to say this, but goodbye to your demise

Ooh, I died a little
My bones are brittle
You laid your eyes on me
As I ran from your view angrily
You paid the price too early
I just want you free, free, free
Ooh, I died away, you see?

A few months ago,
I couldn’t believe I fell in love with you
Blind in sorrow…oh…
Waiting for tomorrow to undo the rue
A few months ago,
I shouldn’t be crying and lying and dying
Kind of in the undertoe…
Waiting for yesterday to vanish, yes, I’ve been trying

You’re cutting me deep inside my soul…
Like a knife all my life like strife so awful
You pretend you don’t remember me anymore
In the end, you won’t make it as I soar to the core

Ooh, I died a little
My bones are brittle
You laid your eyes on me
As I ran from your view angrily
You paid the price too early
I just want you free, free, free
Ooh, I died away, you see?

A few months ago,
I couldn’t believe I fell in love with you
Blind in sorrow…oh…
Waiting for tomorrow to undo the rue
A few months ago,
I shouldn’t be crying and lying and dying
Kind of in the undertoe…
Waiting for yesterday to vanish, yes, I’ve been trying

I wanna go home, I wanna go home
All alone…all alone wherever I roam
No one near my side, so I simply hide
Yeah, I died a little inside and I cried

I wanna go home, I wanna go home
All alone…all alone wherever I roam
Nowhere to mend my broken pride
Yeah, I died a little inside and I cried

Ooh, I died a little
My bones are brittle
You laid your eyes on me
As I ran from your view angrily
You paid the price too early
I just want you free, free, free
Ooh, I died away, you see?

A few months ago,
I couldn’t believe I fell in love with you
Blind in sorrow…oh…
Waiting for tomorrow to undo the rue
A few months ago,
I shouldn’t be crying and lying and dying
Kind of in the undertoe…
Waiting for yesterday to vanish, yes, I’ve been trying

Crying to feel the ability the fly — it’s fly to stay high
Sighing to deal with the feelings of I wanna die
Lying to get away from the truth won’t do
I am still stuck, falling in love with you…
Now, falling out of love with you

I wanna go home, I wanna go home
All alone…all alone wherever I roam
No one near my side, so I simply hide
Yeah, I died a little inside and I cried
I cried for the sake of your silence
Of your silence
As you checked my messages a few months ago
A few months ago

And ghosted me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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October 21, 2021 at 9:29 AM
Ghosting and silent treatment are hurtful and so bad and this lyrical poem is soulful and well expressed. The refrains of your song lines are cool too. Thumbs up. >>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<~~~~~`¶§ Plz do read and comment my newest poem too
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