A Dream

it seems that the only way to stop the pain is to cut down deep into my vein but im going to do it but not how you think im going to go in deeper than you when you sleep now that im here im going to start and im going to keep cutting myself in till my heart finally stops im cutting and cutting and shaking in fear could it be because i know that my death is near i started to have visions and i couldn't believe because these type of images are one's that you see in your sleep i was face to face with the one from above the devil was also their but neither of them showed loved they confronted me telling me what am i thinking? what am i doing? don't you know how many people in your life you have ruined? then i started to have a different vision and their i was on my dead body's position so there i am dead laying on the floor and my mom stood their over me screaming why? why? did you have to do this for? then i started to have a different vision but this time i could not see anything i don't understand this vision am i suppose to search for something little by little i felt that i had to open my eyes i couldn't believe it and i soon realize that this is my destiny that i'm suppose to search for me and everything i saw was only a dream