A Daily Facade
I see your name
I sit here still
With hands cold and pale
The effects of a pill
My stomach is empty
My mind all a blur
What do those twenty three words mean?
I am not sure.
The first thing of you
That I've seen in some time
You used to be at this table with me
It sure was sublime
It was very unexpected
To see words from you
That's something I have missed
But this is nothing new
Now you are different
As am I
I wish I still knew you
Dear old friend of mine
I'm not sure when it happened
Or how it occurred
But I guess I fell for you
Of this I'm pretty sure
You're always in my mind
No matter what I do
No matter who I'm with
Why do I wish he were you?
I can't stop thinking
About everything that was said
You were so important to me
I guess now I must just look ahead
But in the past
Is where my heart lives now
It lives in the memory of us
That's all my mind will allow
When we walked on water
It seems like ages ago
But how quickly I forget
That just isn't so
This isn't to try and get you back
That ship has sailed
I tried for some time
But those attempts failed.
This is simply
To tell you how I feel
Tell you where I stand
To let you know what's real
In the rare case you're wondering,
I am doing well
I'm so sorry I upset you
I didn't mean to make you yell
So I guess you now know I miss you
And honestly do not know what to do
You're never out of my mind
I thought I was through
So it's hard, you see
Because no matter what I do
or how I say I am,
I'm not as I appear to be.
Copyright © Jane Peterson | Year Posted 2010
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