A Cheat

Even in the dark, it doesn't feel right. Even in the silence, I know it isn't you. But I'm young, and I'm scared, And he gets me through. The first was lips, Just a sweet, common meeting. Only, I can't call myself his anymore. It was a moment, short and fleeting, But I won't belong to him ever again. Three rotations around the star, He is all I know, so I let it be. He promised it was friendship, and he wanted nothing more. Then why is this happening to me? The drink swims in my brain, Watching the waves lap at the shore, And I can't remember a damn thing, I don't remember a thing more. Scared. I was scared. So, silent I was. My heart was hidden, lies were snared. I made the dark vacuum seem like a torrent of sound. When his ideas of happily ever after fell through, He ran with one last plan. He ran squealing like a pig to you, And I almost lost everything I wanted. I let the lies break, I let the tears fall, Because although seventeen, I felt so very small. I promised, I swore, And to that I've kept true. I I've never again Cheated on you.