A Change of Mind

I've been a Christian for sixty years now, introvert, I longed for Jesus to return More often my prayers went something like this: come come, Lord come quickly come fill our thirst come, spotless Bridegroom come, take your bride away come, conclude your covenant come, set up your earthly kingdom come, show your pow’r over death and sin even so, Lord Jesus, come More recently, making the Lord's will, my vow, Jesus has shown me my lack of concern revealing where selfish thoughts were amiss: go go, Child go give hope go day by day go, my dearest bride go, love hungry people go, make them my disciples go, train them in obedience go and I will be with you always trust Me in divine strength, go