A Broken Dad

As I awake for a new day, tired, sleepy, not smiling. Looking at your photos bedside, I am crying The world is my enemy, I don’t love nor do I care I just want you back, I just want to cry about the love we shared I didn’t stop praying, in front of my bed I am kneeling “God I never want to forget my daughter, for me I ask no healing But I am asking You to provide a support structure for my wife, I am also not present as a father, therefor please guide my son through life” “I am a lousy husband, a broken dad, I lost someone so dear to me, it is driving me mad! I want my daughter back my Lord, I am pleading! I am asking you with tears in my eyes, in prayer I am kneeling."