A Boy and a Girl

I remember the day I first saw her face on the school bus such an uneasy place we both were shy it took months just to talk soon enough we would always walk from the stop to her house were I d stand uneasy the sweat would pool in my right hand One night late after school she came to my house I tried to be cool she asked if I would like to go out of course I did but I was nervous anxious filled with doubt we spent a whole summer just hanging out some times I got so nervous I wanted to shout I recall how she first placed her hand in mine I was sweating so bad I was losing my mind the touch of her fingers in my sweaty palm gave comfort unknown and a relieving calm I realize now she was just as scared but she seemed so calm ready and aware she became my very best friend but even I knew the summer would end before the fall came an took her away we spent time with each other everyday a few weeks before school started again we went to the park are spot back then she looked in my eyes for ever it seemed I was confused and young I almost screamed then she leaned towards me with the sweetest touch she said shed miss me very much and then it happen her lips searched and found mine out in that moment it removed all doubt an innocent peek between dearest of friends learning how such things have there ends after school started that year she moved away I have not seen her since that day Forever she holds a piece of my heart the innocents we shared was ours from the start even tho Ive grown a lot since then that young love is for thick and thru thin we never took not a thing from one another we held each other up learned from one another I wonder if she thinks of me I think of her and lonely nights I hope she lives happily youth is something you cannot keep I miss those days on the grass we would sleep somewhere inside the shy little boy waits for the day he might see that girl once again the soul that taught me how to love and to be loved how to end and how to begin I know ill never see her again I know its only memories something lost to the past if I would have known it would end that way and be over so quick so dam fast I would have told her more of the true me maybe then Id feel whole at last sweet first love I hope you find a life of love and find your faith in the god above she will always been in my heart and mind and for now we must leave us behind