A Beautiful Autumn Day

A beautiful Autumn day everyday i sit of the door of our house but sometimes instead i see a mouse it doesn't have to look obvious that you spent all the Autumn with her the voice of the charted valleys have given me some hope but then finally i realize that leaves fall from trees and they die so i went down in the deep,shallow woods just looking for you but again i say, what's useful what's useful of hiding down the trees watching animals taking care of each other won't that be a reaction trees fade but don't come back to life suddenly one leaf fell on me it was orange and then another leaf fell on me it was yellow but i see non were green i thought what could cause this while i'm only 10 maybe you did something to them maybe you said something bad about me, or it was hopeless love.