~ Poem the 1st Chap. Inspired Bye ~ Part #1
~ Peace Love and Life ~ "The-Flight of-Fancy" ... ~
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It's taken 20 some odd years still, to write this ... .
a collection of poetry.
~ Trammeled ~
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~ (Alone) ... . ~
A horrid-echo of-truth ... I feel it-is ... !
For me-the bump ...
be whales-me ... .
The desire to stop, rises,
it's cast about-from-within-me-with every-hit ... regret.
I-can't feel-you-as I need You-when,
it-cries, forgive-me-Lord ... .
As-my-thoughts-of-you, hate-for-this, shame,
cry-I'm-not-good-enough ... .
Smoke-lingers ... .
Reminds ... .
In-an-of-myself-I-fear what-this-stuff-will do-next,
hell, heaven-if its-here, there ... ?
Far-far away-lost-apart-from You,
to-see-it-I-will not, greater-is-my-fear ... .
~ I-will die ... . ~
~ Blind ... . ~
In-a-cloud-of smoke-I'll lye-down,
trammeled ...
~ (((Alone))) ... . ~
~ It's-up-to You-Lord ... .
Dipper-hits my lips again,
hope-still-HEAVEN-is-not lost.
"Jesus"-"friend"-
good-times-are-all-gone,
broken-I-cannot-live-as-you,
doubt-I'll-ever-see-You.
Smoke-out I will ... .
I-guess ... ?
Care-not-any-more for heaven, at-least-for-now ... .
Feel-like-lost forever-will-I-be ... .
When-if-mercy-You-will to bring it-to-me,
I-hope-you-can-forgive-me,
because to-find, honor You,
be-faithful ...
I-haven't the strength ...
right-now ... .
I'm tired-Friend ... .
So-I'll-cry-this-way-without-you,
till-the-end ... .
Help-me, if-you-would ... !
I'm-alone-in-this ... .
~ Love ~
(((James))) ...
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Copyright © James Long | Year Posted 2009
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