40 Years Emotion

40 years emotion My life is a testimony Am closer to my second generational circle It been a long memories This year's past has taught me alot Am great full for life The journey has never been easy And I am not in a rush to give up Things that changes me has always Been a challenge In this long years I have shared alot of my heart Stretched my love Gave my soul Cos there is nothing to hold on to Except my destiny and my God 40 years emotion Dont tell me about a life with benefits Cos am tired of rewards There is no more roses for the good In my generation You earn what you value or Leave to value what you can't earn Am trying to leave my marks I have repented from the lies of yesterday Cos there is no more time for vanity Either I live to love or I die with my remedy The world has never been fair With it spots of darkness My light is important to my soul Till now I never stop keeping my fire burning It been 40years of a life full of colours And dreams Up and downs Reality and hopes Laughter and cries Joy and sadness Happiness and depression Growth and stagnant Goals and disappointment It been 40 years of success and failures Despite the long nights of my days Yet My life is a testimony Cos through out this times I give my best despite my pains in this 40 years emotion