27 Names 4 Tears

You are like a thousand drugs The absence of you makes me want to Kill what I feel Not because of your warmth but because My heart is so cold Maybe someday we'll learn to make relationships last Maybe someday we'll learn to forget our past And we'll learn to control without poisons What exactly did I write you Bringing this out into the open of all times Naked Made me throw it all way Broken And everything happened this way Worst mistake that it happened this way Everything seemed so perfect Just for the record Drugs or something Made it seem like one makeout session And of course it hadn't even started yet So hard not to laugh out loud Picking this up with you Are you hiding in cult practices New job printing dragonflies on your back Almost serious suicide Stepping inside me and changing everything that I am We'll have all of the mind-blowing sex You'll change struck by lightening I've been here before So leave quietly before we become something more Maybe someday we'll learn to renew our past And someday we could put some relationships last So we'll learn obedience without the choke collar After all you've done for me