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Just one day of being sober And all of that hype just seem to be over? I can't wrap my head around how my hours can change I need those pills so I can continue moving forward at any rate I wanna escape, throw a rope through the window and land on any lane Just not my fate, how a day can weaken my faith? It's not as simple as going to bed And I went, being so stubborn that nothing ever changed Waste months of my life over some moths that have now no meaning And I leaned, not a single night on the lean But I came clean, and made some of the messy noises disappear In disarray, some discord on my records of my day to day Messed up mind, can I keep on going even when I have no energy left? On the right, the righteous path of leaving hurtful memories behind But you were wrong I can change in a blink of an eye and so went on I want you to see me, to wish you were in my arms still Like nothing ever changed or you ever left from here And in the cold, I threw away your throne Now it's mine, bow and bestow how my highness keeps on climbing even higher Cause in my chest is this intense fire, and the pain I go through only works as charcoal and a lighter.