18 Years of Life

Another year is going to pass...
18 years of life...
and I still feel...
as if I have done nothing.
Even though I know that is not true.
I sang in an amazing choir
for the four years of high school
I helped several people
I helped them overcome fears
and much more.
I volunteer at the animal shelter
I feed the animals
I play with them
I help people find the perfect match
and their faces when they finally adopt...
that is my payment
and a great one at that.

I do know one thing...
in my 18 years of life
I have done nothing...
Nothing for my family.
Sure I help clean
but that is hardly anything...
I can't lift their spirits
I can't lift the burden of bills
I can't do anything.
I wish I could do more.

Now in high school
I helped create a club
the Animal Awareness Club.
We informed students about animals.
Animals that were endangered
We held a trip to a kind of animal sanctuary.
We also sold food to raise money at food court 
In the end the teacher was leaving
She was our adviser
we couldn't find another
and the club died out..
In high school 
everyone pushed me with prom.
"it's not my thing"
that's what I would say
I wanted to go
My family wanted to go,
my sisters had both gone before me.
but it was too expensive.
I told myself
"we need that money for bills"
and we did, for other things too.
There was no prom for me
there was no senior trip.
In my 18 years of life
I have only done so much
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Agustin Avatar
April 1, 2026 at 1:48 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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March 11, 2016 at 11:18 AM
Diana, this is a deep poem... thank you for sharing. LINDA
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July 19, 2015 at 5:59 PM
Diana, Stopped by to say hello, I enjoyed reading your poem today. FOREVER <3 SKAT"
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