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Was innocent, at first This is what my heart told my head Try to remember what I did Only remember the remorse in his eyes The next time, I was wary Things went a little to far Had to of been my fault, was to confused to blame him Felt love? around me when he held me afterwards Evidence was clear Somehow never registered, bell never dung Little bruises on my arms, legs and body Carefully placed, never visible to the outside He tells me he loves me He's sorry for the things that I make him do I'm his forever more No one will ever want me...Think, this must be true I hear the stories, seen it in the movies I'm in love with him, how could I leave him Tell myself situation will get better, just have to watch my P's and Q's Paula, I'm begging myself please don't make him angry It hurts to much to bare And makes it hard for me to swallow