Panic Attacks - Irrational Me

Rational me is capable and whole
Irrational me has complete lack of control

Rational me is happy and relaxed 
Irrational me panics and cracks

Rational me views life in a positive light
Irrational me battles crippling fear without hope in sight

Rational me makes the most of every day
Irrational me wants to sleep the day away

Rational me is clear...has clarity
Irrational me is afraid…engulfed by anxiety

Rational me sees beauty and light
Irrational me faces a darker plight

Rational me lives life on the right track
Irrational me suffers debilitating panic attacks
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Date: 7/27/2025 2:37:00 PM
Hm, I am not alone in this after all. I love your way of taking a subject and writing so very well about it Deb, that is such a gifted pen to do so! It's nice when the 'rational me' prevails, even for a while. Well, who can blame us, wars and rumors of wars, the pandemic just a few short years ago, yikes. It would be a miracle or strong meds to not be anxious sometimes with all this world has been going through! Hugs to you my sweet friend, I feel you wrote this about me ;)
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Date: 8/3/2025 10:04:00 AM
Oh BJ maybe l did write for you unknowingly hehe! You are not alone there are so many of us who struggle. Thankyou for all your kind words my friend…you are so lovely! Debx
Date: 7/1/2025 9:52:00 PM
Oh I meant, because I get Panic and anxiety attacks, when I tell someone here, I see in their eyes right away, if they have them too, they almost look relieved to know someone gets it and understands! :)
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Date: 7/2/2025 12:08:00 AM
Very true Arthur its nice to not feel isolated and alone! Thanks my friend! Debx
Date: 7/1/2025 6:41:00 PM
So, which half of you is which? ~ Upside out, Inside down
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Date: 7/2/2025 12:10:00 AM
All of it BB at any given time! Thanks …..Debx
Date: 6/29/2025 11:44:00 PM
Panic and anxiety attacks, if you know, you know.
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:15:00 AM
If you know, you know?? Sorry Arthur no sure what you mean…..thanks…Debx
Date: 6/29/2025 7:41:00 AM
Irrational me is not good as I actually know I am being so, so when I'm over it, I ask now were you so stupid. Rational me goes far smoother and is plain sailing. Great topic to touch on my friend. Hope you are keeping well. Hugs, blessings, Jennifer.
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:14:00 AM
Irrational me needs to back off sometimes haha! Thanks Jen! Debx
Date: 6/29/2025 3:22:00 AM
This is me on a Monday morning. On a serious note, this disabling condition can hit you for six, and seems to be on the rise more and more now. Maybe the hundred a mile lifestyle we all lead isn't helping any.
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:12:00 AM
Very disabling and very scary! Thanks Paul….Debx
Date: 6/28/2025 1:54:00 PM
Hi Deb, this poem indeed speaks to me. PA's have been a constant companion all my life rather like a shadow. They retreat for awhile then manage to sneak back.... Excellent write my friend,
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:11:00 AM
Hey Paul it seems PA are not that uncommon….l hate the pure fear factor of them….scary business! Thankyou for your honesty my lovely friend! Debx
Date: 6/28/2025 11:17:00 AM
A FAV for my list, sweet Deb. A favorite relatable line is, "Rational me makes the most of every day Irrational me wants to sleep the day away." Beautiful rhyming Couplets my dear friend. Smiles ~ Blessings Bill
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:05:00 AM
Another FAV awww thanks Bill….glad you could relate my friend! Deb x
Date: 6/28/2025 6:53:00 AM
Wow Deb, I can so relate! Though my panic attacks per se have dwindled over the years, the anxiety still reigns supreme!! The battle rages!! I'm going to win! Great poem, perfect;y encapsulates the experience! Happy Saturday xxoo
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:04:00 AM
Hey Mike l kind of knew you would get it…it’s a hard battle to deal with for sure. Thankyou my lovely friend…..Debx
Date: 6/28/2025 6:50:00 AM
Such a good description of the changes of feeling in the highs and lows in life. Well written
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Date: 7/1/2025 3:01:00 AM
Thankyou so much Daisy….l appreciate your thoughts…Debx
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