Why

From the day we started dating you always had others on your mind. I should have known then you'd never truly be mine. But I loved you so I looked past it thinking things would change. We got engaged an your ex showed her ugly decietful face. You told me not to worry cause you never liked her, yet behind my back you were telling her you wish she was in your embrace. After we got married I just knew that it would end. Unfortuantely not. I took my vows seriously but I don't think you did. I love you with all my heart but I'll never trust you again. The lies just keep building, an one day they'll spill over. I guess until then I'll have to deal with all the secretes. I'm not going to fight anymore, I'm not going to bug, I'm not going to continually text an call when your gone. Cause I can't take it anymore. I hope you can be honest one day. Until then I'll live in my nightmare. I didn't get my happily ever after. I keep asking myslef why me. Cause I love you completely, but yet you don't love me.

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