How I hacked the Universe
As a species we are a pretty unobservant lot. Constrained by Culture, Stigma, Dogma. Half blinded by just the limited perception of our eyes. I was of the belief that we were constrained by just the mechanics of our own minds. That the human brain was limited by its wet wear. But slowly over time and experience I realise that the personality is what limits our minds and growth. It is personality that holds us back, as people with no future.
For as long as I have been upon this planet I have experienced Deja Vue, Deja Reve and other things. I just lived with it early on, found out I could play with it in certain ways. Manipulate it, to a degree. Just like any kid would do with pencil and paper. I never spoke to anyone about it. I didn't feel the need. It just was. As I grew older, started reading about ghosts, sci fi and psychic's. It was like a quest to find answers to what I was experiencing. I inherently knew it was explainable, it wasn't magic, it wasn't unnatural. It gave the impression and still does that it is fundamental to everything. Fundamental to our existence. At that time, I was to young, had to much crap going on to concentrate on anything. But I still read, I still looked. I still read more and looked more. Every time something odd happened, I would do my best to analyse it with limited everything. Over time dots started to connect. A picture appeared. It grew bigger with more dots. Assumptions were flipped. Curtains fell. And now it's "How much truth do you want"?
I read an article about Richard Feynman and how he annoyed his work college's by picking locks, for some reason it caused curious attention so I went on to read more of his work and came across a theory of his in regard to antimatter. He went on to talk about positrons and how they travel back in time. This article stayed with me. For years it would haunt me. I would think about these bloody positrons, where would they go if they flowed backward in time? What effects would they have? Could we see those effects? Could we perceive those effects? What is the medium of travel or flow?
Then one day the penny dropped.
And i can't find it, to put it back.
I live with what I know, I use the hack to help as many people I can. Its not much, but I try to alleviate peoples suffering. Because we all suffer, in one way or another. Is there reason for that suffering. Sadly, yes. But not what you think. We have done nothing wrong to anyone bar ourselves. We, just are.
I know this is extremely cryptic. It kind of has to be. Knowledge, is power. Little of which we have. Humans will go to great lengths to gain power over others. I am not sure if its comforting or not, to know others are here that also exist. Believe me, we will never obtain their level in anyway.
There is only one way to answer the questions I asked myself. You find that answer, you will know as much as I do. (Science hint, its not in a box and doesn't need to be)
Be careful
Be kind
Merry Christmas
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