Crying in the car

I kniw its not what youre supposed to put in the short stories but i cant feel this pain and not convey it exactly how it happened. So tonight we had a bible study at my neighbors house and the girl I love showed up so obviously instead of interacting with her or anyone I used every chance I got to not show my emotions (the healthy thing to do) and me and my sister in law went to drop my crush and her sister off at their house. I took this chance to try to be funny and still try to seem mature. I ended up making an insensitive joke in front of her, because I'm a teenage boy and have no discretion, and I cried silently for the rest of the car ride without anyone knowing while she laughed and had a good time with my brother, whom she told she had a crush on a while back, and I'm pretty sure she still likes him but he no longer likes her. And she never could have known I love her or that I'm constantly trying to be better for her but I have never known a pain that great and not been able to tell anyone so I told you.

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