Acquaintance with False Love :Love suppressed in Subconscious mind.

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Have you had a chance of falling in love with a wrong person? And yeah I believe each one of you might have different ones: either favourable or unfavourable experiences to tell ..!! Uh me?? Yes, off course I too had fallen in love with the same person again and again when I was young. At that time.. My heart was purely filled with innocence and mind was too sensitive which had engrossed me into that holy shit called "LOVE". BUT I didn't knew it was all fake & false until & unless I explored it.The person whom I had fallen in love with had fallen out of love with me. When I encountered that circumstance :My eyes went blank suddenly as though I turned blind ,head spun same as a giant top and heart broke into a gallop same as a horse. Critically striken with a sharp arrow through my soul I truly had a tough time operating on it..During the process each time I felt anguish and frustrated just visualising the same person most often. Mind was over ruling the heart and making it crazy & fall sick.Before it could push me into depression..I hooked on to one of my passion and started pouring interest toward it. I questioned myself- why to starve my heart thinking of that one negative person and lose all my other positive people who shower their best love on me. Finally got clarified, when I brushed the dirt off my mind: In that particular scenario I felt to scoop my heart out and squeeze and blow out that person who was still stuck at the bottom of heart :Only if I attempt to do this "I can survive" Huh ..Before my sorrows could engulf me..I swallowed all the bitterness during the interim.

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