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What is Wrong

What is wrong with me?
What is going on?
I need help.
I feel like I can't do anything right now.
Except cry.
Why am I crying?
I don't know why.
I just know I can't stop.
I have goosebumps.
It's a bit hard to breathe.
My family doesn't realize.
Why would they care anyway?
They know nothing of mental illness; they don't understand it.
Now I'm getting angry.
What is happening to me?
Why am I not happy?
What is WRONG?
Should I even be alive?
Why is this so hard?
Nothing feels right.
Too many thoughts and I type too slow.
It's like a conversation inside of my head.
One yelling at another, another chiming in.
Everyone's screaming.
I'm shaking.
I can't shake this feeling.
This weird feeling.
No one can see it, but I feel it.
That's why no one understands.
I know I need to seek help.
The therapist never called me back…
I feel cursed.
Plagued for eternity.
Should I just end it?
The voices are arguing.
One's saying no; there's so much to think about - friends, family, my future
Another is saying it'll take the pain away.
All the others are jumbled up, I can't focus on what they're saying.
What's right? What's wrong?
Who am I?
What am I?
I am not happy.

Copyright © Brianna Velasquez | Year Posted 2018


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Date: 4/18/2018 9:50:00 AM

Some understand completely, others that it's something that can simply be thought away. Those who understand, and continue growing, just take one day at a time. Very powerful Brianna. Welcome to Poetry Soup.
Date: 4/10/2018 12:13:00 PM

Oh it s a really nice written poem and what you have described is depression, believe me in depression nobody can help you but yourself, write, write a diary, write what you think, especially at night when you can t sleep, it will help you to sleep, and never think that nobody s there to love you, surround yourself with your loved ones and notice your importance. I have such feelings but I have never went to psychatris, study psychology it will help, learn to contril these feelings, good luck

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