Torment
I am neither good nor bad
I wonder if I am doing the right thing
I see the obscure shadows embracing me with their might
I want to be human once more.
I am neither good nor bad.
I pretend to feel
Yet
I feel numb inside.
I touch my darkness.
I worry if it will consume me once more
I cry at the thought of oblivion.
I am neither good nor bad.
I understand that I am flawed
I say that I must embrace it
I dream to feel alive once more
I try to accept myself the way that I am
I hope to be in peace with myself
I am neither good nor bad.
Copyright © Jaymes Dilaurentis | Year Posted 2018
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