To Love
Is there space for me in your mind? A spare space for me, for my love. For my existence. How many things need to be completed before you stop and love? Where am I in your mind? Or do you only feel me as a constant energy in your heart.
Where am I in your mind? Where are you in my mind? Front and centre, tained by anything wrong. Only you, carrying the blame. You're a mask for my life to wear. Or. Are you truly, only a constant energy in my heart, which I feel when my mind is finally empty.
You're the way out of my mind.
All is perfect when I finally stop.
You're the foundation of my existence.
You don't live in my mundane mind.
You're not that fake list of reasons why you're good.
You're not that thing I cling to forever.
I haven't found you, I finally see you.
I see that place in my heart where you live.
The foundation of my existence.
I wonder how much I'll finally see?
A night without any stress or worry.
To sleep easy without a quick reply.
To know I'm not every thought on your mind.
I'm instead that feeling, that joy, that love.
Letting the pain stay where the pain came from.
Allowing to always accept your love.
Accepting our choices, our freedom, love and flaws.
Choosing to always know my true form with you.
To take my time and let myself be my best.
Never again to question love I need.
Knowing what I needed was always there.
To stop running out of fear of my worth.
Never again making me dim my light.
Finally knowing I deserve to love.
Copyright © Brighid Mckenzie-Jell | Year Posted 2022
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