Through
Your different now,
You won't answer my calls.
It's scary how,
I can hear a pin fall.
Maybe I'm wrong,
I'm getting so dizzy.
This feeling is strong,
maybe your just busy.
What have I done?
The clouds are so dark.
What happen to the sun?
Wondering what will be your remark.
You're with her I know.
I also know the lies,
you will say when you show.
With a straight face to my eyes.
What should I do?
Should I pack my things,
or stay and be true?
I must spread my wings.
I hear your keys,
you're turning the knob.
God give me strength, please!
All I can feel is my heart throb.
Your lies are the same.
You didn't hear the phone,
so the phone is to blame.
Your heart is made of stone.
You see my bags at the door,
I grab my keys and pause
as you ask what they're for.
I can't take this anymore.
I'm stopped in my tracks.
now you want to explain,
so you're saying the facts.
Now you're saying I'm insane.
I'm so hurt so I'm through.
Through with joy and love,
through with relationship and you
because this is what I'm sick of.
I hope you're happy with this.
You're actions made this mess,
and this no longer exist.
Now my life will progress.
Thanks for putting me through this,
90% of this I was depressed.
This is nothing I will miss,
all you did was give me stress.
I wish you the best.
I tried to keep this together,
all of my feelings was expressed.
I used to wish this would last forever.
So now the show is over and
the curtains have closed.
You're finally starting to understand,
that now you're exposed.
Copyright © Ella Williams | Year Posted 2005
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