Soulmate
Wasnt knwing how hard it is to find a soulmate
A frnd whom i could love a frnd i could hate
A thunder strom went frm above my head
Left me pale and red
Wanted a soulmate whom i could held but there was no one .. so depressed i felt .
A shimmer hope of light came .
I thought it would heal my wounds
But i forget that the earth is round
Ppl r same all around
When i needed a soulder to cry
None was bothered what happend to me i dk why
R my friends fake ..
Or they r just with me for their own sake .
Many things went inside my head but had no body with whom i could discuss .. or to whom i could curse
I felt very lonely yes that was the time i needed a break
Cuz of my increased aches
I wanted to hung myself up thn thought of my familys love
At night i sobbed .. sneeze and whize .
My roomates complained me about the sounds nobody tried to felt the wounds.
When did everyone became socreul .is this the real world
Now i hve learned to stay happy in my own
Seed of happiness cant be sown
Its a thinking that u hve to delelop learn to be happy
Without depending upon external love
Enjoy your life to fullest fulfil all ur bucket lists
Because you only live once
Fulfill them before the time runs??
Copyright © Saumya Swarup | Year Posted 2020
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