Soulmate

Wasnt knwing how hard it is to find a soulmate A frnd whom i could love a frnd i could hate A thunder strom went frm above my head Left me pale and red Wanted a soulmate whom i could held but there was no one .. so depressed i felt . A shimmer hope of light came . I thought it would heal my wounds But i forget that the earth is round Ppl r same all around When i needed a soulder to cry None was bothered what happend to me i dk why R my friends fake .. Or they r just with me for their own sake . Many things went inside my head but had no body with whom i could discuss .. or to whom i could curse I felt very lonely yes that was the time i needed a break Cuz of my increased aches I wanted to hung myself up thn thought of my familys love At night i sobbed .. sneeze and whize . My roomates complained me about the sounds nobody tried to felt the wounds. When did everyone became socreul .is this the real world Now i hve learned to stay happy in my own Seed of happiness cant be sown Its a thinking that u hve to delelop learn to be happy Without depending upon external love Enjoy your life to fullest fulfil all ur bucket lists Because you only live once Fulfill them before the time runs??