Best Poems Written by Melissa Snyder

I'Ll Be Fine

The walls are closing all around me 
And it's growing darker and I can't breathe
No One can see what's going on past the smile on my face
If they only knew what I contemplate every single day
As we both stand face to face your just too blind to see 
That it's all just a front and I want to be free
I'll be fine that's what I always say 
I'll be fine, but in my heart I need to break away
You look me in the eye as I say I'll be fine
Little do you know that inside I'm slowly dying
But I'll be fine
This darkness carries evil that just won't go away
No matter how hard I try I know I'll never escape 
But when I see you, all you see is my smile
You haven't a clue for ALL of YOU are in denial 
I'll be fine, that's what you'll hear from me 
I'll be fine, this I try so hard to believe 
God I need to figure out everything in this head of mine 
Just know in the end I'll be just fine...
Now I've come to the conclusion it's best not to lie
I just wish you all could see what really was going on in between all my I'll be fines...
Cause then you would see I was never fine...

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