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Why

Why didn't you want me
Why didn't you care
You helped to make me
Why didn't you care
I tried to show I needed you
Why didn't you care
Every little girl needs her daddy
But you still didn't care
Stupid me thought you'd change one day
Why did I ever care
You hurt me more than you'll ever know 
But o'well you don't care
You've missed out on all the important things
Not that you care
I used to think I needed you 
I used to truly care
I've become who I am without you
While knowing you didn't care
I'm a better person without you
Why did I ever care
So if you ever get a heart
And realize you should of cared
Well sorry "daddy" you had your chance 
No longer do I care

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Memories

You think I don't remember all the nights of endless yelling
The fighting and the bickering it seemed like there was never an ending

I know you don't know but I remember it all
The beatings you took as he pulled you up and down the hall

I hated you for not leaving him you could of made things better
But no you stayed with that jerk and we had to suffer

When you finally did it I didn't exactly let you know then 
But I saw something change in you I think you knew you didn't let him win

I know you say you did it for us but there was also a part of it
You had to do for yourself to know never again he would have the last hit

You've went from a woman who only struggled with her sins
To the mother I can only strive everyday to have half the pride she carries with in

You've shown me that I can conquer anything that is thrown my way
So I'm waiting, I'm ready come what may

So if you think you can control me sorry you better think again
Cause now I know I don't have to stay shes taught me that I can win

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All You Do

Just a little poem 
Coming from me to you
Just a little somethin somethin
To say I do see all you do
I know I don't always show it
And it's not because I don't care
The things you've done and love you've given
It hurts but I've known it, I've been so unfair
You've sacrificed your own happiness
Always putting your needs last
I can only wonder have I ever done that for you
I know it's a shame I am even having to ask
I feel like I've done nothing
To give back my love in return
I hope you haven't given up
Because I know there's still things I have yet to learn
I may never be able to show you
Or say all you mean to me
Because I'd spend the rest of my life trying
For you to truly see
I know I've been selfish
Not always dong the things I should
If needed I know you'd give your life for me
I can't believe it's taken this long to realize that you would
You never left my side
No matter how hard I pushed you away
Some how you knew deep down
I was begging you to stay
It seems no matter how many times you tried to prove to me
That if I'd just listen and stop all the fuss
That yet again I'd see
You were right, just like you always were and your the one I can trust
So for all the times I failed to say
And all that are still to come
Thank you and I love you mom
I'm forever grateful, for now I truly see all you've done for me

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Your To Blame

What did I do
To deserve all this pain
I didn't ask for what happened 
Yet you said I was to blame

I just wanted to forget about it
But you just wouldn't let me
You made me feel like a nothing
Knowing what that jerk did to me

Who the hell was he
To take that from me
The only thing I treasured
It meant everything to me

I couldn't even put up a fight
Or try and say no
I just laid there passed out 
As he treated me like a ho

I know I shouldn't of drank
I've said it over and over again
But how could that jerk do that
While knowing I was still a virgin

So now here I am
A virgin no more
For awhile I questioned
Does this make me a whore

It's taken me awhile
But I can finally see
Hes only to blame
Not me

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Last Good-Bye

Your life is such a pity
that's all it will ever be
your nothing but a poser
you worthless wanna-be
you call yourself a dad
well sorry but that's a title that you earn
it's not something that's just given to every guy
because he shot out some freakin sperm
who was there in the middle of the night 
when i woke screaming from nighmares
it sure as hell was never you
who stayed till there were no more tears
who cleaned up my scraped knees
who held me just because 
who let me win to cheer me up
those things a real dad does
wait, does you name ring a bell
no, because you were never there
oh you thought your yearly visit 
would show us that you cared
I'm not surprised 
to know you would think that
just thinking you can't be that stupid
but oh how sad, you are in fact
God get a grip
your worthless, what dont you get
nothing more, nothing less
just a good waste a space and that is it
ok you can go now
just like you have before
the one thing you were ever good at
walking out the door
but please make this one forever
no more broken promises, no more lies
they are not gonna hurt me anymore
I'm done, it's your turn to ask why

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A Soul At Flight

It's the 25th day of April
The year 2005
You would of turned 26 today
But your soul took an early flight
You left us so suddenly
No one understanding why
Your golden heart still had lives to touch
We weren't ready for your goodbye
But away you went to out lord in the sky
Now an angel to watch over us all
Maybe up there right now waving us your famous "hello hi"
Your smile was so beautiful 
It matched your one of a kind soul
You were like something else, like none I've met
I miss my friend, I miss you Tadpole
Happy Birthday!

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Looking

What I want 
I cannot have
The love I seek 
Is on an unwalkable path
It's the love I always dream of
Yet never wake to find
It's truthful to all ends
It's a never ending bind
It's the journey I continue to travel
That just has no end
It's that distant moon I wish on at night
Knowing what I want is not what it can send
It's the needle in the haystack
I'm just dying to find
It's that golden pot at the end of the rainbow
That I can only say will never be mine
Even with all these doubts in my heart
I shall still let it wander free
In hopes that he will find it and take it in
For it's only he that it was meant to see
He knows who he is 
Yes hes been here before
Only to find himself confused
And unfortunately did me wrong
At chance he is thinking of finding his way back
I think he knows my heart will never stray
For it's only he its ever skipped a beat for
And he who will forever hold the key

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Free

I envy the bird
that sits in the tree
I envy the bird 
because it is free
I envy the bird
that's high in the sky
I envy the bird
because it can fly
I envy the bird
that can that can do as it please
I envy the bird
because it can leave
I envy the bird
that is not me
I envy the bird
because it is free

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Again

How'd I let this happen again
How stupid can I be
I should of seen it coming
This always happens to me
I tried not to care about you
I had learned that much from the past
But this time I couldn't help it
My feelings were growing so fast
At first I kept my feelings in
Thinking they would just go away
But as hard as I tried to convince myself
I knew they weren't going away
I contemplated telling you or not
I thought about it for weeks
I finally decided to let you know
I shouldn't of been so weak
What was I thinking
Telling you all that
I guess hoping you'd feel the same
Now I wish I could take it all back
But what good would that do
It wouldn't change a thing
I'd still be in love with the perfect guy
Who only wanted a short fling
You were everything I ever wanted
You were beautiful inside and out
To think I was ready to give you my whole heart
I thought you were it, I had no doubt
But to my surprise 
You were just like the rest
You played me and used me 
And you didn't care less

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It's My Life

A destiny uncertain
A future unplanned
but one things for sure
I will have a helping hand
It wont be like the past
Where you always ran my life
Now you will finally realize
That your not always right
It will be your turn to sit and listen
Hear all I have to say
But like it or not
I'm done doing things your way
I'm finally standing up
Opening new doors
And telling you once and for all
This is my life not yours
I have finally done it
I have set myself free
Never again will I let you
Have control over me
I shall live how I want
Have a mind of my own
Love whomever I choose
Not caring what you condone
Face it, I've found it
The true love you never had
And I know that it kills you
Knowing this wasn't in your plans
Well like it, or leave it
It doesn't matter to me
Cause this ones my decision
To love him for eternity
Damn that felt good 
I finally feel free
Like a weights been lifted
Guess it was your thumb on top of me

Copyright © Krystle Blackshire | Year Posted 2005


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