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The End Commune Poem
there flies a bird as white as life,
an ugly, peaceful dove,
which carries darkness in its beak,
the poem wroth with love:
the farmer wakes at morning,
weak with pain and ache;
there's no peace in sleeping in
when mares they howl and shake;
with mordant scythe and sickle,
he cuts the grain in half:
he sows therein the seed of death,
then carves an epitaph;
the farmer stops at nightbreak
welcoming the dusk,
he grips the seed of death with warmth,
peeling on its husk;
as sun sets darkly ominous,
he treads his dusty path;
in his palm he holds his dream,
the grains he cult in half;
his hut, stern, built of timber-oak,
cumbersome a house;
embellished with the memories
of his dearly loved spouse...
royal scribes and bards beloved,
their hands rest comatose;
for the farmer dreamt a poetry
blessed with the heavens' prose;
no scribe or bard can outcompare
this master amongst men;
for one who sees the depths of love
shall never sleep again!
whence shall his cup of nectar
dry like menopause;
how long shall grief outspan his joy,
fear remain his cause?
how long may life flow gutter-like
with the poison of the asp,
from the wound that birth cut deep
but none can verily grasp?
how can one not blame oneself
when death knocks firm the door,
carrying verdicts to the young -
of pestilence and war?
to life itself he has become
the spiteful, bitterest foe;
how can the farmer, lost from love,
reclimb that high plateau?
the visions overflood his soul
like the great deluge;
yet he shall never build an ark,
however great and huge;
as every day must die alone
upon the cross of night,
the farmer sees his truest self
absconding, like a kite:
a viscid hearth of soot and blood,
a sorrow black as led;
he sits down 'round its lonely flame,
remembering why she's dead;
she grabbed the knife as bow in hand,
aloof in hopeless mists;
she played her violin up-down,
with beauty, on her wrists;
imps of grief and ghosts of doubt, -
by every step they taunt;
how long may the spectres stay,
...how they schreech and haunt!
a thousand nights, a thousand days,
weary is he, old;
the bitter muscle of his heart,
pumping weak and cold;
a final night he wept away,
burdened by the guilt;
a final morn' alone in here,
the house which sorrow built;
now weeping in his deathly throes,
"my love, i'll come for you",
he swallows now the poison-seed,
the grain he cut in two...
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pine, spruce, larch -
be my witness
as i lead this pack of wolves
across the taiga of existentialism;
i am the biome of conflicting identities;
my winters are harsh, my summers, mild:
i am the earth -
i am its plains, its forests, its rivers,
on which we graze, hunt, and drink;
i am the oldest of the conifers, the fir of might and age,
i am the sad, forgotten spirit, the looming apparition,
the boreal winds, the storms of ice, the murky sea,
the hoarfrost in the foliage of pines -
i am the spectre over moors at night, wailing the lost love,
and when i dream,
i dream polewards, and in saudade:
boreal night, lull me to sleep -
i can hear the ambience of the Östersjö waves.
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behold now everything on this earth;
the fields with abundance of grain,
palm-grove harvests rich and fruitful,
the forests that separate kingdoms and the fires that scorch them;
the brickwork of ancestries and the towers that reach our gods.
behold these crop-fields that we call life and death,
grown on the back of a sludge-like entity
sowed, and heaped, in granaries of self-doubt;
collected by children's dirty hands;
bronze-sickles, charcoal-eyes;
while the storms unwrap in the south...
gales have swept these homes and huts of clay,
the dog-faced pazuzu gnarls at the moon, as inimical as it is revered;
a mother's love for the murderous son is as complex
as the children's dependence on these fearsome steppes.
behold now everything on this earth;
the countenance of the origin-beast-mother carved in the mountains of the north
and the efflux of her genitals streaming to the south of the marshes,
into that great ocean whose shores we know only by myth
and whose waters is the abode of the primordial one,
whom hurls the long-spear of flood and storm
deep into the sides of these lands - for these lands are hers:
when all comes about, has not the lands risen strongly
from her bottomless and abysmal womb?
was not the pleasure that shook the members of the old, old gods
into ejaculation, indeed, the motion of her scaled loins?
is she not the temple to which all sacrifices are offered, all libations put forth:
is she not the shrine; the death-black ziqqurat; the lighthouse emitting darkness?
is she not the stele inscribed with all words of grace,
and the eloquence of our beautiful poets?
over the lapse of a thousand millenia,
she has been constricting the gods of the heavens
in a strong leather noose,
f o r i s n o t v o i d o r i g i n a l t o a l l ;
c h a o s , d i s c o r d , o r i g i n a l t o o r d e r ?
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i am the hedgehog
dying hour by hour
thorns falling out
one by one
without anyone
nor anything
noticing.
yes, i die little by little
for my pile of leaves
is burning like reed
and by the second the degrees heat
and in a fortnight
the pile of leaves will give away
to the match and phosphor of nature.
we all die, and so i shall too,
the little hedgehog...
and i will die a lonely
and burdened wanderer,
now that my pile of leaves
has turned to walpurgis ash -
but is it not beautiful
that the nails of the corpse keep on growing after death,
and that the memories of great deeds also echo,
atleast for a while -
until they too drop off the frequencies
and becomes lost
in the white noise static
of all meaningful happenings unremembered,
adding to a history
of lost and buried greatness...
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in every serious human idea
presented to the world as an engagement with it
there is an unavoidable lacking in meaning
which becomes left behind in the womb
like a stillborn freak of words
sticking in the mire of that amorphous sludge
of unutterable intuitions and emotions,
the uniqueness of personality,
from which it originates.
ponder this:
yes, in every serious human idea
presented to the world as an engagement with it
something dire is lost,
even has to become lost:
drag out - isolate - the flash of genius from the complex electricity of personality;
define it with language; compromise as to make it as commonly understandable as possible,
and it too shall die;
every idea that is born out of the genuinety of individuality,
having been ouroborically fostered, nurtured by it,
but has shifted into depending essentially on the mechanisms of the outside
and its automation with the social machinery of communication
as a measure of involuntary and instinctual endurance in order to thrive in continuity,
shall wither with the systems of socialization on whose waves it floats,
for they can not be of eternal substance; they too
are aghast by the wraith of ominous impermanence
haunting and spooking like acoustic feedback all around,
bouncing, looping
in the rehearsal room of eschatorchestra, the final and ultimate end,
with which the idea in itself has become inseparable.
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[This is an excerpt from a much longer poem]
is there a garden to the east of eden
out there in nod, the harsher badlands,
where cain built his hut out of clay, grew his gardens,
planted his seeds and ploughed his soil,
while ripening all around a blossoming nature,
breathing with the fair oxygen of immanence?
if so, surely, that is where i should be; that is where i should live my life -
and better yet, surely it can outcompare even the babylonian botany,
with its beautiful, scandent flowerwork -
the awesome vines of hammurabi
clinging and climbing abound all over the city-walls -
the land of nod weeps over the garden
so luscious with the hebenon and paved with the glistening moonstone,
fountained with the wine old as death -
the wine which gurgles upforth from the mouth of the abyss.
will gods' carrion-flower breathe anew,
and if so, will death even die with its unfold?
land of nod, dark waste of wild nod -
will i hurt my feet on the nettles and the thistles of truth?
yeah, probably i will hurt my feet;
not even dantes' footsteps are longer visible in the mud before me.
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life was given to me sarcastically;
now i wade the swamps of doubt
in search of something steadfast
to rest on.
life was given to me as a wound
that every birthday bleeds afresh;
i try to bind it with rags,
i try to cauterize it,
and i have considered amputation;
life is weird and mysterious,
i burned myself on gods' stove -
now i try to alm the burning sensation
with the aloe vera of self-deceit.
life was given to me as a wound
- suicide has not yet
permitted me to make
that wound a healing scar.
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i am a cage in search of a bird -
not a bird in search of a cage.
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the holy ghost covered its eyes
with the palms of murdered children:
behold! said I
and the holy ghost spake
ex cathedra
my heart, my blessed temple
and the holy ghost sounded
the horns of the Lord
there
within.
what a beautiful clangor
there was -
and suddenly dropped -
a noose from the beam of the earth!
the hole opened the earth
and at holy ghosts' behest
and I too spake soon with vapour
out into there,
into the cold realm,
the dying word of nights.
so i did for the sake of my Lord.
yes,
an echo framed the night-sky
and like a burglar in the night of zodiac
i disappear -
with the pitcher of aquarius!
poured, did i , the water therein
into the stream of worlds' all mouths - and
the holy ghost vanished
under my rains, the sulphur of soul!
boiled to broth and fat
in the aether-caudron
the holy ghost became
the sustenance of the djinn!
which threw their balls of fire
over taiga, steppe and storm -
no longer reign i
ex cathedra -
and the holy ghost abandoned...
so it did for the sake of its Lord.
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the Semienite kings erected stelae
to the kingdom of the wrestling with God;
Ethiopian hinterlands ruled with the iron fist of Judea,
the flag of Magen David swaying in Abyssinian winds.
Judit?battle-hungry commander of war,
panzer-woman of Scriptural Armageddon!
the queen casts her leather noose
and steers the forces of Beta Israel
into a battle of redemption and of honor
conducted in a strong and Hebraic iron tradition
not even a Holocaust could ever quell!
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