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Haunted Love

For who am I without being who I was,
For what is won't always be,
and what can be,
doesn't mean it will be.

Envy is a disease,
a factor of malice and control,
and if not contained,
it will take it's toll. 

Jealousy is a green monster,
Most choose to hold,
But Unconditional love,
Is a story untold.

A story most choose to hide,
But if you sit with me for awhile,
I'll let you inside,
And share it with a smile.

For what is Unconditional,
That I wouldn't know,
It's something I've yet to encounter,
But have given all around,
And gotten back nothing but cruelty and slander.

For I have yet to even encounter actual love,
Other than for a brief moment when I was young,
A moment I always held close like a white dove,
pirched gently in my hands,
But then it flew away so gently,
Like an invisible man.

For once it was there,
Then gone in a flash,
I waited and waited,
But I knew it wasn't going to last.

I released that love,
or so I thought,
until it crept up on me,
It upset me that I even forgot.

I wasn't ready for it to sneak back in,
For once I just wanted it to finally end,
And so it did atlast,
But it was like a dark nightmaric past. 

A haunting I never wanted exposed,
For when it found me,
I felt entirely too enclosed,
and once again just wanted to let go. 

A part of me always held a little hope,
But then again we all do from time to time,
Doesn't mean it's what we expect,
Given there's always a fine line.

So once more I will let it go,
and let it slip into the shadows,
To be a ghost,
I hold close,
Like most,
Love shattered!!

8/14/2021
By Me D'e 
No copywriting

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021



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Mystic Love

Waking up to thoughts unraveling
Memories fill the air
Must be the cost of always traveling
In my mind it was you that never cared
Just a memory
Fading off like a ship in the mist
Just to always reminisce
To think of what was
That won't always be
So again I say hello
To a distant memory
Its just going to be the same
My forever forbidden flame
Just awaiting the end of days
Only way I'll ever see you again
My one and only
Old friend
You do not know the pain endured
Or the thoughts that raced my mind
It all comes down to one silly moment
An argument unknown
To even have the thoughts I waste on
To write my silhouettes
Poetry in progress
But it's time you know I'll never forget
But to erase you permanently
The time has come
I've waited long enough
Just know that in the end
I really did try my best
To be left forgotten
Like all the rest
So one more time 
I love you is my eternal quest!!!!
No copywriting
By me D'e aka Deana Sanders
1/12/2022

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2022

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Eternal Flame

let me be the light in the darkness
the flame to your fire
I love with my entire heart
Let me show you true desire
Eternal love that'll flourish
that'll bloom and stay
just show me that it's time
and your not just the same. 
Show me I can release my love
I've lost many
to GOD above
I've wiltered and weathered
and never been shown love
casted aside my entire life
to walk alone
and gather my thoughts
teaching myself
from what others have taught
awaiting the light to shine on me
to forever just be without
no clues, all doubts
all wonders and questions
never to be answered
all others want are possessions
and that's the eternal lesson
to forever be told
not questioning ourselves
too afraid to be bold
and thrown on a shelf
to gather dust
for lust is all we have
but eternal love
is the desire we grasp
so hold on for now
and stay on task
eternal love shall flourish
without having to be asked
forever and always it remains the same
for in this crazy world
Love is a Wild game! 

12/12/2021

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021

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Dream Walker

Sleeping thoughts
Heavy dreams
When I sleep
Its like high beams
Lights in my face 
Heavy heart pounding
But no matter where I turn
Its like I can't let the sound in. 
Wild thoughts storm my mind
Happiness I will always find
But in due time
The darkness will always fall
But who do I turn to
Who do I call. 
I've always been the one there
With no one by my side
Every corner I turn
I just want to hide. 
Is this rat race still spinning
Is the wolf still grinning
I don't want to be eaten alive
Im still very whole inside.

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021

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Twin Flames

I'm lost in my mind, 
It's like I can't think,
Thoughts cloudy,
Mind Heavy,
Heart drowning,
Feet moving,
But I don't even blink.

It's like I'm here but I'm not,
Loudness surrounding my thoughts,
Fear bounding me,
I'm Stuck. 

But I'm moving,
I'm grinding,
I'm shining.
But I'm down,
Head in the clouds,
Please don't make a sound,
But stay awhile,
Enjoy the company,
I promise I smile.

My smile is just too bright,
It's like my shining light,
So when I'm all dark and Grim,
It isn't like me,
to Grin.

I try and I try,
But it'd be a lie,
If I said I did.

But please don't go,
Just sit with me awhile,
Let's reminisce,
Enjoy the feelings of emotion,
and Forever Bliss.

No, Wait,
Where'd you go?
You're turning into,
Someone I no longer know.
But why?
Did I hurt you,
Did you ever tell me so,
My thoughts may be cloudy,
But I recall it was you that chose to go,
When you promised to stay,
Now I just feel betrayed.
Maybe it was me,
Maybe it was you,
Maybe it was time,
Maybe, just maybe,
It is time to say Good-Bye.

It hurts, It really does,
I'd be lying if I said it didn't,
But I'm use to it, 
That we both know,
I mean I always listened,
I always felt your pain,
But you've never once felt mine,
I mean what did I gain?
But it's all the same,
I can take it,
I'm to blame,
That I now know,
But like you say,
It's Time to Go!

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2020



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Healing

It's like a fog,
A crazy blur,
I'm here I'm there,
Never secure.

It's getting hard to breathe,
I don't like it here,
Can we change the setting,
Let's kick this into high gear.

Healing is hard,
It's suffocating, confusing,
Relieving wild card,
With a grand finale.

The good is coming,
It can't always pour,
And if so what if in this life,
You don't score,
In love.

In the next you'll prosper,
You'll flourish,
You'll shine,
All in do time. 

So stay awhile,
Let it play out,
let the darkness come to pass,
Because in the end,
It won't last.

For love is dangerous,
It'll come,
and it'll pass,
But true Unconditional Love,
Shall forever last!!! 

Say No to Drugs,
For even love can be addicting,
Follow your desires,
Your Hopes and dreams,
For Love is the worse drug possible,
It'll pull you apart at the seams!!!!!

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021

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Stop

Stop.
What a moment 
What a thought
Are you there
Or are you not
Stop.
You're not really who you say
You're like the rest
Who betrayed
Don't question my thoughts
Or where you lay
Stop.
Your just another fake
Amongst the rest
I tested
And youre just the same
Stop.
Don't lie to yourself to better your brain
Don't move to the next
And make me the blame
Stop.
Your insecurities are just the same
I know you
You play the game
Not understanding the most
Drifting amongst the coast
Stop.
Your excuses won't further
Not with me
Because in the end
You don't question
The intentions at play
Stop.
You rely on the rocks at hand
But what about realism
Does it even still stand
Stop.
Your just another robot
Another person they control
And I'm the one
Who'll sit back as it takes its toll
Stop.
It's time you realize 
It's time you thought
For yourself
Or what not
So stop.
If it's not natural
If it's not original
If it's just the same
Stop
Or else your just as to blame
Stop
Your not worthy
To call upon my name
Stop
I think
I thought
And I shall not add you to the pot
Stop
For I am me
And original amongst thee
So don't ever question me
Only if you truly know me
Stop!!!!
No copywriting
By me
De 
Aka Deana Sanders
1/18/2022

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2022

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Pyro

Your eyes light up
like flame to a fire
behind them your hidden truth
of real desire
not what you speak on
but what you think
it's like the missing link
to a puzzle
to a game
many have seen you
but not all the same
behind those eyes 
your true pain resides
hidden so deep inside
you learned not to cry
to release it you refuse
so you burn instead
lighting up the night
following your heart and your head
revealing true sight
most have not seen
it just comes so naturally
almost like your caught in a dream
something so surreal
it makes you think
makes you wonder
and wander about
you're like a secret siren
caught in a drought
or lost at sea
not really looking for anything
just spinning and grinning
fire a blaze
looking around
with your eyes you gaze
almost like your lost
in a human maze
just awaiting the end of days!

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021

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Distant Shore

What is a sunset 
Without a night fall
What is the moon
Without the waves crashing at the shore
What is the night sky
Without daylight yearning for more
What is a serenade
Without the music played
What is won't always be
So for now we must gaze
Off into the distance 
While others only hope for a shore
Begging our hearts
To stop yearning for more
To stop craving what we cannot see
And be the beacon of light
In the cold dry breeze
Awaiting another day
To pray 
For that boat to arise
To continue love
Or forever cut ties!!!!
No copywriting
By me D'e aka Deana Sanders

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2022

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For What Is Love

For what is Love.
For what is or what was won't always be,
and for that,
we need to be accepting,
to see past the hurt and the pain,
to calming your mind,
instead of going insane,
For what is love,
but a figment,
a reason to hold on,
but how can you love,
something that is now gone.
For love is an emotion,
a vibration in your bones,
for love is like the ocean,
For it will always be,
A part of the unknown,
For what we love today,
We may not love tomorrow,
For our hearts change so fast,
it leaves pain and sorrow.
For what is love,
We may never know,
For what always seems to be love,
Always seems to go!!!!

Copyright © Deana Or D'E Sanders | Year Posted 2021

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