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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Its hard to be the real me,
When I’m supposed to be someone else,
Its hard to smile and laugh,
When I’d rather sulk and cry.
Its hard to be the perfect daughter,
When I want to be the rebel one,
Its hard to try hard and go on,
If people keeps on pulling you down.
How can I be what I want?
When people judges me easily,
How can I be truly happy?
When I can’t even do what I want?
Copyright © Sarah Rose Linas | Year Posted 2016
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Happiness powers me when we’re together,
I held your hand tightly, every moment we should savor,
Hold on, keep moving, never ever let go,
Words can never show how much I love you.
Tears falling, my heart hurting,
Staring at you dear, so agonizing,
I know you’re on total pain, please don’t cry,
The afterlife is beautiful, you can fly.
I smiled a bitter smile as I glanced at you,
Peacefully sleeping, clutching the garment I sew,
I bit my lip, trying to be contented and happy,
Though you’re happy, you already left me.
Think of me when you get there my love,
Think of the memories we both shared and had,
Wait for me darling, I’ll be there soon,
In the afterlife, I’ll never wait for the blue moon.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Innocent I was, twelve years ago,
Playing under the warm rays of the sun,
Obeying rules, I always follow,
Still I was just a kid, having fun.
Ecstatic I was, ten years before,
I went to school though it was a bore,
I met my friends, started to socialize,
I grew up eventually, learned to be wise.
Confused I was, six years ago,
A different kind of me started to show,
Life thoroughly fell in front of me,
It was hard because of shallow insecurities.
How in love I was, three years then,
My heart found a pair heaven has sent,
I thought it was, I was so happy,
To stay in his sturdy arms, never lonely.
Hurting I was, a year has passed,
Chains of our love started to rust,
Melancholy filled my dreading soul,
Broken to pieces, hiding behind fragile walls.
Contented I am though I’m regretting,
You, our memories, all that we shared,
People think of me differently because of you,
How could I erase the past when I know I loved you?
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
It’s logical for me to ignore you
But I thought it’s not,
So I said yes and we were together,
Hand in hand, soaring forever.
It’s logical for me to leave you,
But I thought it’s not.
Instead, I tried to make this work,
Holding back tears in the shadows I lurk.
It’s logical for me to leave you,
But I thought it’s not,
We were happy, until that day,
You left me and went with your free ways.
It’s logical for me to move on,
But I thought it’s not,
You called me names, I uttered nothing,
Now I’m here in a corner for your apology, waiting.
It’s logical for me to ignore and leave you,
It’s logical for me to move on and forget you,
But I didn’t and I never will; I know it’s tragic,
But the heart knows nothing of that logic.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Why was I named as a Sarah?
When I could be an Ann or Melissa,
If I was named as something else,
It could’ve been different.
Why was I born as fat and stout?
When I could be lanky and tall,
If I was thin and slender,
My life maybe must be better
Why am I having big ambitions?
When I could just slack off and be rebellious,
If I didn’t try to please anyone else,
I may have been happier.
My life is full why’s and what if’s,
And I’m neither happy nor sad about it,
I try to live to the fullest,
But endless questions still haunts me.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Emerald eyes staring at me
Staring at my floppy flabs
Staring at my rounded face
Staring at my too-small eyes,
Staring at flat nose,
Staring at my fat limbs,
Staring at my thin lips.
Jaded eyes all around me,
Cynical with tedious envy.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
Yuletide bells came in ringing,
Crimson leaves start withering,
Snowflakes tingles my skin as it collides,
Yes, winter is finally here again.
Though we would be opening gifts
Though we are celebrating fun,
Though we are enjoying time,
Sadness overpowers me.
After this winter, everything will go
Memories, affection that we shared
The limited time we spent together
Will go with the fleeting winter.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
The blue moon crackingly, magnanimously rose,
As he creeped in quietly, repressed — inconspicious!
His eyes gleaming in appatency yet sorely of passion,
Calm are his actions but embedded monstrously of tension.
Dulcet words escaped his mouth in intimidating fashion,
Beads of sweat rolled down my temples as he stirred conversation,
As his vision fixates on me, I knew he has done his first crime,
He stole my heart and then I realized he'll soon be mine.
I was sad before and I didn't know what happened after,
For when I met him, laughter replaced utter deplore,
I was enveloped with tears, scars and melancholy,
But his next crime of murdering my sorrows made me rosy.
The night goes on, the moon and stars are the witnesses,
How he came, how he chattered on and on — endless!
In his melodies, in his unique locution, his ambrosial morphemes,
He tortured me with love and care — I'm clamming out of joy it seems.
I am readily prepared to call the police and let him be jailed,
For he invaded my ostensibly serene boring night — nailed!
Then I knew, not only this night but the days and nights after,
Was nipped from the ubiquitous whimpers and clamor.
He was truly a criminal— an outlawry in my lonely nights,
He continues to steal my heart even after all the fights,
He murders my sorrow in his calm yet menacing practice,
He tortured me with so much love and care— in his arms I could demise.
Copyright © Sarah Rose Linas | Year Posted 2017
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
It would be easier
If you would just walk away,
Stare at me with jaded envy,
Punch my ego and leave,
But you never did.
You pampered me with your lies,
You lavished me with your shortcomings,
You comforted me with your deceits,
And you left me with sweet sickening memories.
Now, it has been a year,
But walking away from all of this,
Seems impossible for me,
For you walked away with happy tears.
Why didn’t you kill this girl?
When you would just leave her with crying smiles,
Her eyes smitten with the ember of sorrows,
I’m sure it would be a lot easier.
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Sarah Rose Linas Poem
He rides his horse of thunder,
A pride like there's no other,
He is my rain to my blazing fire,
My weakness, my heart's desire.
I tried to run but I can't; wanting to flee from his embrace,
yet here I am finding myself in his firm grasp again.
His eyes foretells the story his mouth couldn't utter,
His outpouring tears succumbs me like no other.
'Don't go' you say. 'You're my strength and beloved,
I couldn't live without thee by my side',
I shook my tears away, pretending not to care.
I asked "Thou does not weary my Ares? Thou does not ware?"
So I say please stop I've had enough
There isn't always a battle when it comes to love,
You're not a knight but my lover
So put down your sword and take off thy armor.
'No I can't' you cry in vain and shakily spiel,
'My life's a burden, a mess of chaos, feeling surreal;
You're my peace haven; my nirvana in the desert,
So please don't leave you're making my heart hurt".
"I left my parents to go on battles and wars,
but I stood with you, gave you my world and the stars,
Things that made me live my life and gave me virtue,
Is my sword,my shield, my armor and especially you."
"People came, people left, I pretended to be deaf,
Pretended not to hear their loud footsteps,
But you my beloved, I couldn't pretend at all,
Without you, because you are my greatest downfall".
"The Almighty may take away my sight, my strength, my power,
But I will stay battling chaos with my sword and you my lover,
I can't live without fighting my dear and I even more in your absence,
Sadly, I couldn't do it together with you and my seeking for vengeance."
This knight right here in front of me, was before a homeless being,
His heart belonged to battles and wars, no family was caring,
His mind full of burdens and problems and groans of pain,
He was a sad sad sad person till he met me, that day.
But then his gaze came knocking at my door
Something no one has ever done before
I didn't see it coming nor am I prepared
To set the sails to a sea I was unaware.
And I ask please stop it's not enough
For you to just give me one single drop,
You're not in war, you're not a knight,
When you're in my arms, give up the fight.
Copyright © Sarah Rose Linas | Year Posted 2017
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