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Courtney Ancrum Poem
It's too bad that mommy's little angel is gone.
It's too sad that mommy didn't get to see her first precious baby born.
It makes mommy real mad that you are not here with daddy and me.
Together we try to understand how could this be.
Now my little angel is in GOD's place and I know in heaven is where you'll always be safe.
Throughout all the grief, it's still hard for mommy to believe.
I guess GOD took you for a reason, but it hurt me to know that I can't feel your pain or even hear your cry or even see the tears in your beautiful eyes.
I just want I got a chance to tell you how much I love you and that mommy will always be there, but I wasn't there.
It was like you was crying out for me, but I couldn't reach you and mommy's really sorry for what you had to go through.
Day and night I cry and I'll always cry because you are the precious baby I never got a chance to hold, kiss, or comfort, but mommy have to build the strength to let you go, but until then I'm torn because I didn't get a chance to see you born. You'll be in mommy's heart and me and daddy will always love you. GOD has you now and don't worry because you'll always have me and daddy's love.
For my child whose with GOD
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I love every little thing about you
Your sexy smile, your sly walk, the deepness of your voice, the magic in your eyes, the gentle touch of your arms comforting me and the love and kindness you give.
I love every moment we spend together but most of all I love the life I share with you.
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The day we borke up was very rear
I didn't think for a second that I no longer had you near.
There wasn't much I could bear
Losing you was like hte worse day of my life.
Now my days are dreary and my nights are a bit weary
I am also sorry it had to be this way, but there wasn't really much I could say except that I love you.
I feel bad and sad but mainly I am mad.
I'll do what I have to do because I know that you're a dad, but htat not gonna chance the love I have inside for you.
I wish someday I'll get a chance to kiss you good-bye.
Hopefully we'll be together one day, but until the take care of yourself and remember I'll always love you.
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It was one of my normal nights out with my gurls at the movies.
While coming out not knowing that you'd be there.
The only person really noticed you was your gurl Dee.
I was saying to myself how could this be.
When I saw you I stopped and stared for a minute then made my way to you.
I didn't know that a hug was coming.
I didn't want to let you go, but I couldn't cleng on to someone I no longer had.
Yes I was sad, but I became very glad
I knew you was down before I came to you.
I'm real sorry things are this way, but hey there's not nothing much I can really say.
I will never forget the month of May.
I enjoyed that day, but it's okay because I can wait until the day when I have you all to myself.
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During the two months we were apart I started talking to someone else not knowing you would call me wanting me back.
I guess you can say our love was placed on a rack
I went back with you hoping things would work out.
love wasn't there but then again it was. I did you wrong, I lied to you because I loved you and I didn't want to lose you, but I see lying made it worse because we're not together. We don't ven talk or see each other.
It hurts to say I'm without someone who treated me better than any other nigga would.
Peolpe make mistakes, and I think everyone deserves a second chance, but if not I understand.
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Thoughout the months my life has been filled with mixed fellings; feelings you never image you'd feel.
Thoughts unthought of and feeling unfelt.
Love lost and love untold.
Then there comes the time when you experience those changes.
Changes not call for
Changes unpredictable
Then there comes a time when there comes the end
The time when everything that you're gain you have to let go
Let go forever
There comes the pain
The pain of a broken heart that soon will heal and mend
last but not least , the sorrow
The sorrow of soon coming home one day not finding everything and the the ones you once loved.
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My days are gloomy.
My nights are cold and lonely.
My evening are sad.
My afternoons are a bit bad.
I wish everything would go right
especially through my lonesome nights.
Thinking of you brings tears.
My heart sings the song of fears,
which reminds me of the things I have to bear.
That's why this is left untitled because I have the thought of becoming suicidal.
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WHEN IT WAS THAT TIME FOR YOU TO LEAVE, IT WAS KIND OF HARD FOR ME TO BELIEVE.
I TRIED AS HARD TO BE STRONG, BUT SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME WAS SAYING THIS IS WRONG.
I SAID TO MYSELF, "GOD PLEASE DON'T LET THIS BE".
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING TO A PERSON LIKE ME.
SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF WHY?
YOU JUST HAD TO DIE, AND I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD-BYE
GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW HARD I TRIED, BUT EVERYDAY I STILL CRY.
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It was a Friday night at the Football game.
We were eying each other like who was the blame.
In my mind I wanted to call your name, but I didn't think things would of been the same.
I wanted to stop and talk, but I didn't want you to feel starked.
I wanted to be with you for the night, but things just wasn't right.
Even though I wanted to diss you, I really do miss, and I gotta admitt I wanted to kiss you.
Until the day when you are all mine, everything will be just fine.
You'll always be my boo and I'll be yours too.
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There was never a love unknown from my past experiences
but could this be a love unknown?
It could be but then again , it's too good to be true
Still could this be a love unknown?
Well I don't know.
The passion ans desire we share could only say one thing.
This couldn't be a love unknown
but the arguments and the pain of suffering I face could be a love unknown.
I guess time will tell and the love will show.
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