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Justin Miller Poem
I met you here, and I met you there
I keep seeing you in my mind, my dreams, everywhere
All the moments we've had to remember in the past
Please don't tell me this has to be our last
You smile made me feel like I was the one for you
We've had a child, and then came a few years later, now we have two
Will we wake up?
Will we make up?
If the worst tends to be chosen between us both
Please keep in mind the children should matter the most
My family is here to support my decision to be made
But our love for our children should never fade
I'll always remember you, just please hear me out
But my children now, is what it's all about...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
We've been with eachother for a long time
But sometimes I ask myself if you're still mine
From then until now, things have changed
Even the smiles and the glances we've exchanged
Are we still in love, or are we slowly falling apart?
All we can depend on is eachother and our hearts
We don't talk or listen to eachother's stories
The signs we gave off that only you and I could see
How are we going to end this supposed to be love song?
The thoughts I have I just can't take, please just prove me wrong
You lay in bed silenced like a new born baby
And all I ask is for my heart to save me
You seem so distant from me all the time
And still I'll ask, are you even still mine?
This is supposed to be our very first love story
But all we end up saying is, that we're sorry
Please help me, that's all I pray for
To bring us back to the way we were once before
Still you lay there hiding while my mind is debating
Still you don't ever respond, even while I'm slowly fading....
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
Pain is burying me deep inside
I just want to find a deep dark place where I can just go and hide
I'm sick of this place, and I'm sick of the life I have
Why does everyone walk all over me, when my heart is all that I have?
Some reason I keep falling in these deep dark holes of pain
While I'm down here, still screaming in vain
I sit here getting hurt and abused in every which way
It seems like I'm nothing to anyone, each and every day
Is this how my life is always going to be?
Is there a day where someone will notice and actually see?
Can't take this anymore, I'm just about to break
I seriously don't know how much more of this I can take
When will I know when my pain and suffering will ever end?
When will I know when I'll have enough strength to mend?
Sooner or later I will conquer all of you out there
And to all who suffer like me, the stories I will share...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
Why do I feel these feelings like I do?
Did I do something to you?
Sometimes the way you act towards me
Makes me just want to get up and leave
Is this how you want it to be?
Is to drive me away and never see me?
I just wanted to just scream and break down
Maybe you just want to see me fall to the ground
ou see me cry and fall to my knees
This is not how I pictured things in my dreams
Drive me insane, or drive me away
Whatever you want to do, you did it today
I must be someone for you to abuse
Or maybe someone to control or accuse...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
I'm here to say what I feel
here to tell you that I have loved you and it's for real
Every day I see your face
I can't wait to see you again and feel my heart race
I'm in love with you
I hope you love me too
At work, at home, in pictures, on the phone
I can't wait till' you become my own
The hurtful pain I once used to have
I see your face
It makes you glow and puts a smile on my face
My feelings are so strong for you
But can you even love just like I do?
The way you touch, the way you feel
The things you say is what makes this real
Because I'm in love with you
And I hope you love me too...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
Someday I'll be more of the man I want to be
Someday I'll finally spread my wings and fly free
I guess with all that has happened in the past
Brings the future here and the present goes by fast
If everyone knew the truth about my situation
They could trade words and absorb my disposition
Behind closed doors, and underneath my pain
Lies my chance for fortune and fame
I'll always be myself and change for no one
Because if you listen to me, what's said is done
Love, hate, pain, and tragedy, whatever they lack
Don't think I won't stand my ground and attack
So when you say something and I put you on the floor
My hate and pain will just build towards you, more and more...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
As I begin I need you to know
That who I am, through these words it will show
I am full of questions unanswered
I am full of hate and pain that builds a lot of pressure
A lot has happened to me through the years
A lot of being alone and many tears
I've done all I could to keep it all inside
I've done all I could to keep it all behind
Been everywhere to find out who I really am
But have always been scared so I've always ran
Friends have used me and have stabbed me in the back
But these supposed to be friends have one thing that they lack
Feelings and heart is what they need
They've lied to me the whole time that's indeed
I had to find myself and decided to move on
But my faith and pride has left and is gone
Then I met her and she helped me feel
That love and life can be real
My feelings for her came so fast
For some reason I knew that we had to last
My nothing less and lifeless heart felt like it was free
So your love Lindsey is the only thing I need...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
Why weren't you here for me?
Why weren't you here to help me become the man I want to be?
Why did you say those words that I had to hear?
Why did you, when you put me in even more fear?
Why didn't you help me when you heard me cry?
Would you even notice if I died?
Why did you tell me I just want the best for you?
Did you listen to yourself? Did you think things through?
Where were you as I've grown older?
Or are you still bitter, and getting colder?
I'll tell you that I used to think that I wish I did die
So I'm just gonna ask you one more time, WHY?
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2007
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Justin Miller Poem
I was here for you when you needed me the most
Your best friend, we were close
You made mistakes in you time that you've paid for
I tried to show you the right path, through the right door
You still didn't take the advice from me
To me it's hard to believe
That you were once my best friend
Here to protect eachother till' the end
It's hard to trust one another
When we were in this together
You left me with these feelings
Like pain and suffering
Heart of a brother
Here's your true colors
I used to tell you that there is true life for you
So many things in life that you could do
You acted like you were for real
What happened? What was your deal?
You could've told me the truth in decentcy
But instead you decided to lie to me
So now where are you?
The life you live now is the only thing thats true
Real life has caught up to you
Have you decided what you're going to do?
Now you'll tell yourself that you'd give up anything
As you sit in that little room of guilt suffering
Heart of a brother
Here's your true colors...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2006
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Justin Miller Poem
You were never there for me
Couldn't you see?
My questions for you are unanswered
So much inside pressure
Why am I always denied?
In my life I have always tried
Two unfilled years untold
Those missing years, will they someday unfold?
I've cried so many times by myself
From you I would ask for help
out-stretched arms in the air
For what? You're not even there
I've lost my pride and faith that I had once inside
All because you pushed me aside
Now you're finally here, what should I do?
Even after all of this, I still need you...
Copyright © Justin Miller | Year Posted 2006
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