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Jaquelyn Angstadt Poem
Eyes, beautiful eyes
Can I read their gaze?
A shallow blue in dazzling browns and grays,
One look and all is lost.
Like a spring breeze we float adrift together, your eyes your eyes what beautiful eyes, always seemingly singing bewitching every crowd.
You smile and no one can resist the happiness you wear like a winter sweater, it wraps around them hugging them planting seeds of your happiness within, the world is your garden your smile the sun kissing the many hearts lifting the happiness free.
I am lost Forever swinging on your every laughter, I am your fool the jester at your castle, never have I ever been so enthralled by such a beautiful glimmer a spark I caught burning in your eyes, oh what beautiful eyes sharing your innocent love with me never seems to be a hassle. When I am lost you rescue me when I am sick you care for me when I am fading you shine a little brighter just for me. Eyes beautiful eyes mirrors of your brilliant soul smiling at me in all the sun's fierce glory and that my love is the beginning of our grand love story.
Copyright © Jaquelyn Angstadt | Year Posted 2014
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Its just one feeling, a simple normal emotion; ....Every one feels it, I think.....But I can’t help this chill from crawling up my spine.... Implanting poisonous fear deep within my mind.....It spreads viciously to every nerve telling me it’s won; you’ve won....... ..Your words strike fires in the recesses of my thoughts; ....Even the slightest spark from it scorches and burns images and memories into my skin like a scarlet carving still raw with every memory. ....Thoughts of you consume claiming hostile takeover;....So when I say your love burns, you better believe its true! ....I even gag at the simplest thought of you, ....Imagine what your words do. ...... ..I hate you! But I can’t seem to forget you, ....Your memories are my poison the dagger in my back,.... Your touch stings of acid burning my flesh upon contact. ....Your lies have always won you freedom,....But you’ve run out of lies to tell,.... I’ve written them down upon his big Black book;.... God knows each and every word, now tell me who’s got who?...... ..You’re my fear in 3D, the monster in my head.....Your love is despicable a forced injection in my veins..... Burning,stabbing deep with in, ....I yearn to beat it, to control it, but you wont let me.you’re the disgusting infection under my skin!....Your own personal weapon of just three mortifying words,....Words that twist and snake there way through all walls and barriers,....Words that stop at nothing, not even “NO”..... .... I fight to be rid of you; Denial is my strongest weapon,....But distance keeps me free! ....The pain just intensifies with each lie I tell to me;....Each night your near I’ll smile hidden deep in side my lies,.... You’ll never see me cry!...... ..You think you’ve won! You think I’m weak! ....Just because at each punch I turn the other cheek, ....One day I’ll beat the burn, I’ll put out your Poisonous flame!...... .. Each day I’ll tell my self the same sick lies:....“He doesn’t love you! It’s all a lie! Some day he’ll pay! Perhaps he’ll die”....So I’ll hide in the safety of my friends,....I’ll ignore you and your poison until I know I’ve beaten it! ....That way you’ll know you’re wrong,....I’m strong!
Copyright © Jaquelyn Angstadt | Year Posted 2014
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Soft rose petals seemingly host my skin, feathers upon my soul. With every beat of my heart, my body trembles, falters with every step you take closer. Electricity delights my every fiber as your gentle fingers caress my cheek a sigh escapes my lips plain for you too see.
Awoken from her slumber my soul is an eagle wanting to be free to arch and splay her wings beautifully. With my racing heart beats my hands begin to tremble betraying my poor facade, my lips sting with wavering control as I try to cage her excitement; Thick splintered restraints pull tight to bind my eagle from flying, Clouding her beauty in painful sorrowed longing. Oh Damn this war I wage inside myself?!
The smell of you brings raw lust and swarms me with nervous energy followed closely by memories of scars all to fresh upon my heart. My feathered soul delights in your nearness, I try to calm her but she stubbornly fights, thrashing endlessly to break my restraints. Indeed some part of me was designed to trust you, to want you, to need you; but why!? Leaning closer your breath whispers of soft lure upon my face; my blood begins to boil! Her desire to embrace you burning me from within. You smile at my obvious reaction and her excitement pulls at my resolve making it hard not to give in.
Your eager gentle eyes probe deep inside mine urging me to trust you to accept you; A deep understanding stands strong beside your hunger ripping my resistance to ghost me from afar screaming warnings that fall no anear my ears. Your loving yet ravenous lips steal mine passions exploding into a wild phoenix, my eagle's wings burst free nothing left to hold her hunger at bay, we entwine together quenching the endless thirst of the familiar unknown drinking deep this phenomenon of electric burning rebirth taking over me.
There is no fear or question here just electric fire burning away what history my body, my soul and my heart has ever known; I feel New! My wings spread wide there is no going back the past is just the past. Here with you i am a new beginning flying with the phoenix beyond the lines of caution and reason; I won't turn back! I am yours and you are mine; We have emerged as one from the burning birth of our electric phoenix. Here i'll stay forever free with you!
Copyright © Jaquelyn Angstadt | Year Posted 2016
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Jaquelyn Angstadt Poem
?Dear god,What’s it like to be near her whole and happy? To touch her smiling face and feel the warmth still there? Have you taken the time to play with each and every heavenly curl of her silky brown hair? Tell me god, Does she smile when I laugh? Or can she even hear me? Can she see me crying in his arms? Does she try and wipe away the tears I cry? Does she watch over me like i should be watching over her... Can she still hear me sing her favorite lullaby at night to help me fall sleep?
Dear god, why did you take her from me? You made her sweet voice evade my ears... Did you even try to save her from the greedy hands of Fate? I curse you! What you’ve done is unforgivable! Try and picture how you’ve done it, You’ve left me here without her! Without Meus Belleus! My angel and my love; the one smiling hope I had to hold onto. In all fairness they say...look at her and tell me how this is fair! TELL ME! Does she hate you like I do?!
Of course not... she loves everyone, including you. Look at her, do you see the love that radiates in her hazel blue eyes? The smile that always lingers there between the golden flakes and oceans of sapphire blue? How can you even imagine harm befalling such a timelessly hopeful heart as pure as hers? Can you tell her this for me just in case she can’t hear it when I pray? Tell her that I’m happy, lie and make her see. Tell her that I cry for joy and wish I could be as lucky as she to stand among the angels. Show her how I smile when he’s near, let her see me still dancing in the rain; Tell her I’ll dance for her no matter what sickness I gain...And as she watches let me see the beauty of her eyes smiling back at me in the stars that twinkle so faithfully. I’d never wish for anything more... just let me see her happy from her curls to her tiny toes, laughing sweet pearls of hope and joy down to me. I’d give it all to hold her safe and warm in my longing arms, to look upon her sweet pixie face pink with play, glowing with innocence.
Dear god, please hold her tight when I break and cry, let her know that some one's holding me too. Don’t let her feel my tears; just let it rain and wash away my darkness. Watch her breathe when I wake, take note of every breath, Please tell her that I love her since I can’t tell her myself. I’ll say it, scream it, and sing it till I know she hears! So I know she knows that to me she was my everything! My angel of hope, my giggling sunshine, my freckle princess...may she rest in Peace in your arms.
Copyright © Jaquelyn Angstadt | Year Posted 2016
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I want to dry your tears, take away your pain from over the years
Hold you tight after every fight and kiss your every wound.
I insist to lay next to you every night, to kiss and hold you through the twilight;
To prove I love you no matter the task, all I need is for you to give a damn and ask.
Ask me! Tell me! The answers yes, don't ever doubt or second guess.
I want to share your energy, to make you smile always act like a child.
I need to feel your arms around me holding me;
To feel the excitement of your touch your warm body close to mine, No matter the season or time.
I want you to want me, to love me through every test and trial.
I count on every second, wait on every minute, Until that final moment when nothing else exists, But u me and bliss.
Copyright © Jaquelyn Angstadt | Year Posted 2016
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