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Amaris Vazquez Poem
I cant believe you did this to me,
i'm hurt but glad because you helped me see.
I put up with so much from you,hoping
that you'd eventually be true.
All I ever did was love and adore you.
You were my bestfriend but now our whole
friendship has come to an end and I will
never let you help my heart mend,
so that you can break it all over again.
This time:forget you is the message I choose
to send.I will love you for ever,but
you suck me back in... never.
I must see it for the best,
a big weight was released of my chest.
You had me fooled thinking you had changed,
when all along you remained the same.
Since I met you,I couldnt picture life
without you.
you messed up thinking this friendship
revolved all around you.
All this happened for a reason,
and guess what?I'm leaving,
you are just to damn decieving.
Ending our friendship will hurt me more than you,
since i'm the only one who was true.
All I have to say is that you will need me one day.
You dont know what you have untill its gone,so...
goodbye and so long.
Copyright © Amaris Vazquez | Year Posted 2005
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
I can't get my mother out of my head.
Every line I hear is something she said.
I miss her even more when I go to bed.
I miss her singing our song,
I haven't stopped mourning since she's been gone.
Without her I feel so alone,
Without her,our house is no longer a home.
Watching her as she laid breathless,
My whole body became hurt and restless.
My eyes filled up with tears,
as I was standing over my one true fear.
I rapped my arms around her and cried some more,
then asked god"what he do this for"?
Deep down I knew it was time
for her to walk through that door.
It doesn't change that each day,
I miss her more and more.
All I can do is try to carry on,
and try to be strong,and learn to
live my life while she moves on.
Copyright © Amaris Vazquez | Year Posted 2005
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
Thinking of you,wondering if your thinking of me.
Thinking back on when and how we met.
Thinking about our fun times,
and dwelling on our bad times.
Thinking about our first and last argument.
Thinking about your lies and dishonesty.
Thinking about how much I put up with you.
Thinking about the times you hugged me,
and told me you loved me.
Thinking about our conversations over the phone.
Thinking about how you changed.
Thinking about the you I met and grew to love,
Thinking what happened?
Thinking about how much I love you,
and wondering where your love went for me.
Thinking about how your smile has changed.
Thinking about how your laughter is no longer the same.
Thinking about how we used to be tight and trying to
remember why we started to fight.
Thinking about the times I almost let you go.
Thinking about why you came back.
Thinking about why you treat me like this.
Thinking about how you say I love you.
Thinking about your voice.
Thinking and wondering why I still think about you.
Thinking about ways to let you go.
Thinking about my life without you.
Thinking of the times you got mad and started to stutter.
Thinking about how you made me blue.
Thinking why do I still love you.
Thinking about the times I needed you here.
Thinking about the times you made me shed a tear.
Thinking about loosing you and how it ain't fare.
Thinking of me,thinking of you, wondering
if you have these thoughts to.
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
Mother,without you my life will never be the same,
I will never hear you call out my name.
Now that your gone,I can't bear hearing our song.
I know you don't want me to feel pain,but without you
my life is lame.
I've never needed you so much,how I wish to feel your
touch.
My world is nothing without you,
my sky's are dark,dark blue.
The sun will rise again when
i'm buried next to you.
I walk around hoping to die,
so I can hurry and be by your side.
Untill then all I'll do is cry.
All I want is to hold you again,
only then will my heart mend.
God chose you and I know why,
He needed a true angel by his side.
Without you I can't overcome my fears,
who's gonna be the one to hug me and
wipe my tears.
No one will love me like you did,
you showed me endless love when I was a kid.
I'm having so much trouble letting you go,
since you've past,my tears have cotinued to flow.
I've become hollow inside,cuz when you died...
SO DID I.
Copyright © Amaris Vazquez | Year Posted 2005
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
One day you will see,
just how messed up you can be.
Kharma does come back around
and when it does i'll be no where to be found.
I will no longer be the fool
and I will no longer try and keep my cool.
Just remember I still love you.
I keep many emotions deep inside
and many of them will get buried with me when I die.
All I know is that my spirit will survive
for I can never completely die.
The truth will set you free
and your lies will push me to leave,
so please do not decieve me.
If you claim to love me so,
then just let me know.
I don't know how much longer I can go with the flow
before my heart starts to turn cold:
towards you and without me there is no you
so don't act because you knew.
Please stop lieing and denieing,
because your lies make me wanna start crieing,
so please, please, please stop lieing.
Copyright © Amaris Vazquez | Year Posted 2005
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
Looking for love in all the wrong places,
confusing lust and love in 2 different faces.
I love you,no..I love you, how do I choose.
I know we are ment to be,you complete me,
but you do to,I cant decide,what do I do.
I can't choose because I love the both of you.
One of you made me happy in such little time,
I knew from the moment I saw you,
you were to be mine.
then there is you,
the more time went by,the more
I longed to be by your side.
my feelings for yall I tried to hide
but they were exposed in each tear
I tried not to cry.
since it's been over my love for you has grown
and then theres you,your the only thing my
heart has known.
I love the both of you so deeply,
and the conclusion to this dilema is easy.
As much as I love them,they don't love me.
That was the problem I had refused to see.
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
Why didnt you become my best friend?
your the one who said youll be around
till the very end.
I love you cuz you keep it real,
you always say what it is you feel.
your always there when i need an ear,
its crazy how you know my fear,
and by asking whats wrong
thats how i know you care,
but im afraid you wont always be here.
you have never caused me any pain,
since ive met you,you've stayed the same.
only you look me dead in my face,
and see me for me and not a disgrace.
you see who i am and who i want to become,
and when im sad you try to help me have fun.
you were sent by god to help me find my way
through this fog.
your my friend and you help my heart mend.
thank you is the message i want to send.
thank you wyze for not being full of lies,
and thank you for saying i love you
through your eyes.
your light continues to shine through that door,
as it continues to open
you reveal so much more.
THANK YOU AND I HALLMART CARD YOU!
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
When I met him it was just a crush and it then grew into lust.
I thought he was kind, and he was always on my mind,
oh he was so fine that all I thought about was the day he'd be mine.
The more time I spent with him, the more my heart felt for him.
The day he kissed me he won my heart and the longer we were together,
the higher my hopes got. Little did I know it would soon be put to a stop,
the news I got broke my heart, he carried another girl in his heart.
My heart has bled for months and now it's not wounded much.
Now I know it's for the best, god has made sure that I am truly blessed.
Soon i'll be back to the old me and he will never have any effect on me.
It was all an act but he'll get it back. My heart will heal with time,
and next time I won't be so blind.
Looks can be decieving and actions can be revealing.
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
I dont know what to do,
all i know is that I love you,
and at many times I want to forget you.
The lies you tell are unforgivable,
but the joy you bring me is unbelievable.
I wish you would give me your heart,the way
I gave you mine, and you did at one point in time.
I wish things could be the way they used to be,
when I loved you and you loved me.
We used to get along so well,but where we stand now,
I cant tell.
I hate that you make me feel this way,when I see you
I forget all that I planned to say.
I want to erase you out of my mind and keep you
in my heart,but im afraid if i do we will
eventualy part.
i'm scared to keep you around and even more scared
to loose you.
I hope and pray that you will change because for you
my life I would gladly rearange.
All I want to know is how you truly feel,
when you tell me my heart will either
break or heal.So can you just seal the deal
and tell me how you truly feel,just keep it real.
I just want you around and 'till then i'll be
lost hoping to be found.
I'm so lost and so confused and I hate not knowing
what to do.You make me so happy and so blue.
Do I try to forget you or embrace you for you?
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Amaris Vazquez Poem
Oh how i wish it weren't true, the fact that I am so addicted to you.
Loving you only makes me blue, but I still feel the need to protect you.
I'm addicted to you! When your not near i'm full of fear,
scared that someone will make you shed a tear and I won't be there.
I tried and tried to stay away, but in result I just cried,
I yerned for you to be by my side. Why?, because i'm addicted to you!
It's hard for me to mind my buisness when it comes to you
you are all i've grown to know, your heart is my home.
Why?, because i'm addicted! I need my space but it has to be at my own pace
and in order to do that I have to go on without seeing your face.
I'm addicted and going through withdrawl and a quick fix would be your phone
call.
Why?, because i'm addicted! Out of sight and out of mind,peace is what I hope to
find.
To fully recover I need to stay away but guess what? I'm addicted
so I can't believe a word I say. All I can do is hope for that day
that i'll awake and not think of you.I can't stay away no matter how hard I try,
I just can't seem to say goodbye and although you told me a lie for you I would
willingly die,WHY?, because i'm ADDICTED.
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