Details |
Austin Owens Poem
cut out my heart
break it apart
youve done it before
left me on the floor
i bleed alone
when no ones home
theres nothing left
its like a theft
these cuts and scars
are like iron bars
they hold me in
and drown my sin
in crimson blood
its like a flood
im dying here
among this fear
i see the end
around the bend
kick out the chair
let out your air
its over now
my final bow
Copyright © Austin Owens | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Austin Owens Poem
my life is turnd inside out
i cant take much more thats no doubt
i cut my wrists just to feel the pain
even tho i have nothing good to gain
this hopless life of misery
will surly be the end of me
i breath but im not truly alive
the noise in my head like a buzzing bee hive
i walk and talk but im dead inside
its just like internal suicide
i toss and turn but i cannot sleep
my blackend souls getting harder to keep
the smile you see on my face
is just a fake look to hide disgrace
im broken and hurt but no one cares
its like im being ripped apart by bears
so i sit and write here on my wrist
with a razor blade and a bloody twist
hoping one day itll help you see
how much pain is inside of me
when i say im ok just go away
i want you to say no i want to stay
well its to late now my wrist are slit
so here i am alone i sit
and wait for death to take me to
im sorry love for iv failed you
Copyright © Austin Owens | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Austin Owens Poem
the days go dark
i sit in this park
its lonly and cold
but these feelings are old
iv seen it before
shes out the door
i slit my wrists
and my blood slowly twists
down my arm and off my hand
my life is fading and its so sweetly bland
i bleed for you
but you never knew
the slow downfall
of my life and all
its miserable,sad and funny to
how much i really care for you
its ok now my life is fading
but no one knows i only evading
the sadness of losing
and heartbreak, blood oozing
the white light draws near
its almost over from here
i love you my dear
you touched my heart
now its time i fell apart
its me not you
see the picture i drew
thats my blood my note of suicide
im sorry im not ok im the one who lied
its over my life has finaly reached its ending
sleep well my love enjoy this last text im sending
Copyright © Austin Owens | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Austin Owens Poem
All I did was love you true
And all the things I gave for you
You turn around and break my heart
You betrayed my trust and tore me apart
I only ask a single thing
No flashy things or shiny bling
Just your heart for only me
And now I don’t know how I can be
So blind so broken so hurt again
So its back to the flask and pipe lets begin
The end of my attempt to be ok
Ill live in misery for another day
So familiar and tragic but oh so true
So now ill forget all about you
The needle in my arm
The drugs are in
Now im back to my life of sin
Its been so long my truest friend
So now its time to start my end
Copyright © Austin Owens | Year Posted 2013
|
Details |
Austin Owens Poem
i cant take another day of this
im drowning in this dark abis
the screams and cries of all my pain
are slowly driving me more insane
i need to take a breath and think
or before long my blood will fill the sink
the blades so sharp and welcoming to
some preasure and a pull and ill forget about you
the smothering dark and drowning fear
is taking me over i need to get out of here
a rope a bladde or even a gun
it doesnt matter its horribly fun
the thought that i second could end your hate
and you can show the world they were your fate
sometimes the battle is at its end
you see the light and it starts to bend
but that would be to easy you wake up now
and thats when you start to wonder how
you got to this place so bitter and cold
and the missery inside is getting so old
all you want is the time to end
but sadly enough your stuck my friend
Copyright © Austin Owens | Year Posted 2013
|