Stuck Here

i cant take another day of this im drowning in this dark abis the screams and cries of all my pain are slowly driving me more insane i need to take a breath and think or before long my blood will fill the sink the blades so sharp and welcoming to some preasure and a pull and ill forget about you the smothering dark and drowning fear is taking me over i need to get out of here a rope a bladde or even a gun it doesnt matter its horribly fun the thought that i second could end your hate and you can show the world they were your fate sometimes the battle is at its end you see the light and it starts to bend but that would be to easy you wake up now and thats when you start to wonder how you got to this place so bitter and cold and the missery inside is getting so old all you want is the time to end but sadly enough your stuck my friend